Poems

Weigh the Anchor Chains

Woe is me this day, of one before the morrow brings When history no longer mocks eternity of what shall be Where ending of all life as known, perchance no longer sings Hath future ceased creating of existence whence I’m truly free? Weigh the anchor chains I wear...

Ramp Ceremony in the Snow

Ranks of soldiers flank the way to honour the fallen who leave here today. On a frozen airfield, white with snow we wait in silence for the coffins to show. The cold cuts through us, we feel its bite but our thoughts are with those who have died in this fight. From...

Life!

What can you fit into a lifetime my friend? How long is a life time anyway? What can you fit into a year or six months? Or what can be crammed into today? There are those who will squeeze in ten gallons of life And some who are content with a pint or two There are...

“Breath Of Life”

His life was not meant to end this day Holding him close, the rhythm of my heart beats in desperation All else has failed, one last hope Lord kiss my breath with life; Do not let it end this way The feel of his touch upon my lips, no response, no willingness to engage...

“Dream Walker”

I am the one who walks through your dreams, without explanation or reason to be You witnessed me there on that darkest of days, when your heart was drowning in grief's still waters The joyful abandon, of him playing with friends Brought to an end in fate's cruel...

“Words Are Not Enough”

I can hear the heart rending wail of a Mother bereaved The life of her Son, cut short without explanation Above the sound of a myriad voices, the cry from her being demands to be heard Greater pain can never be borne, than to lose the child you have carried, nurtured...

So Simple?

Simple things for simple lives Simple husbands simple wives Simple children with simple needs Simple food for simple feeds Simple housing with simple rooms Simple cleaning with simple brooms Simple work with simple wage Simple book with simple page Simple letter with...

“LATERAL THINKING”

Faced across a field of squares, opponents make a stand Whilst strategies are weighed within a gambit to perform Goodly white advances on the horde with black intent Attacking their defences, probing weaknesses to breach Pawns of eight abreast take turns with recce’s...

Ode to a civilian

You hope you can get another day out of that shirt, I just hope for a day here where no-one gets hurt. You dream of a lottery win, riches, fast cars, I dream of seeing my wife again, and she won’t notice the scars. You hope that your day’ll go quick, there’s your...

Dear Mum

Dear Mum, “To War” they cried, we went “Dig deep” they said, we dug “Stand To” they shouted, we stood “Fix Bayonets” the order, we fixed “Wait for the whistle” the cry, we did “Over the Top” the command, we climbed “Keep going boys” the shout, we marched “Stay in the...

Star

Like a solitary star Alone out in the dark My love shines Only for You

A Bird

I wish I was a bird Flying high above the world Away from my pain Never to land

Pain

I never knew pain Before I saw you look at another The way you used to look at me Now I only know Pain

Thought

You are my first thought when I wake And my last when I go to sleep You’re with me all the time Inside my heart Forever

It Wasn’t You

Thought I saw you today But it wasn’t you I see you everywhere But it isn’t you I even called your name But you didn’t reply Because it wasn’t you It’s never you

Over the Top

Whistle blows, we’re under order Just another day, just another slaughter Just another time, we’re over the top The ruling class, they just won’t stop We will stop lots of things Like bullets and mortars With grimmest and grins With stiff upper lip, not quivering...

Unrequited Love

To love without hope is true love My dreams will never come true You will never love me But I will always love you

Cry

Real men don’t cry I was taught as a child It’s not a man thing But real men do cry Where no one can see I do it alone To show it is weak That’s how I cope My pain is personal I do not share It’s hidden away My own private grief Because real men do cry Alone

Looking For Spring

Too soon the leaves of autumn Are scattered all around Too soon the snows of winter Lie thick upon the ground Freezing mornings,frost and fog Insipid winter sun That seems to want to go to bed Before the day’s begun There never seems to be the time Or inclination too...

Whispered Tears

He stole a whispered moment, which caught me by surprise I turned to let him know, ‘twas a way not often shared In words so soft and gentle, that betrayed his hurt filled eyes Reaching out he touched my heart, the sweetest "thanks" I’ve ever heard My view of him from...

One Percent Human

One day my life was left behind, consigned to death’s unanswered door, Of plans I’d made, until such time, no longer seemed to make much sense I wondered what may lay ahead, just what existence had in store When faced with tragic circumstance, projections paled, in my...

Something in the City

He earned a hundred grand this year; Some of it was bonus. He works in the City. Went there from University Where he got a first From studying Philosophy. We’re not quite sure what he does; Something with investments. Whilst he’s doing nicely He’s still seen as small...

The Cathedral of the Dales

Housemartins darted above my head Down Smardale Gill the pathway led. The Poet’s Way I must have took The scene unfolding like a book. When Kirkby Stephen came in to sight The town looked lovely bathed in light. I stood beneath The Cloister’s shade Within the...

Thoughtful Incursion

Garlanded by grateful crowd, our Hero took their cheers A smiling mask in presentation, for to hide the heartfelt tears Comrades lost in dreadful game of to and fro in foreign land A feeling far too much to bear for those who once were Brothers band Defend what’s ours...

Rear Mirage

Parched dryness of the dust borne air, irritates the searching eye Seeking out familiar form, an image of confusion reigns Satin rivers shimmering, hovering 'twixt earth and sky Remembrance held depository, of patterned thought in similar vein Desert star heats up the...

“Ode to Harry Patch”

Line abreast beyond the ridge, gleaming in the midday sun Our men of courage stood their ground, against the onslaught from the "Hun" With bayonets drawn and weapons clasped, searching for the light of day Awaiting orders from above, in silence they began to pray For...

Compass

You are my compass You guide me safely home Without you I would be lost All at sea, no land in sight My life in your hands You have my heart For always

Fade Away

They’re here again - uncertainties Drifting in and out Fogging my brain - all cavities Drifting in and out Who is to blame - for all the doubts Wasn’t me I cry Always the same - the ins and outs Wasn’t me I cry Where will it end - the constant pain Who will end my...

Don’t look for me there

Don’t look in Flanders fields, nor Normandy beaches or afghan dust for I am not there. Don’t look for me at my grave or the monument where my name is carved for I am not there. Look for me in your heart; look for me in our Childs smile. Look for me in the hope I tried...

Bad dreams

Why do I watch Why does he suffer Especially another Man, my brother I want to help him To get him through But then he dies In front of you I’m racked with guilt A quivering wreck It should have been me Lying on that deck I want to give in And forget what occurred...

Past me best

I'm no longer young I've gone past me best I'm wearing me thermals And an old string vest I need to be warm But just feel the cold Is this how it is When you're haggard and old I'm covered in blankets Coz I've got a chill And it saves on the lecky When I get the bill...

Turning to grey

No-one to listen No-one to hear No-one to burden My nightmares and fear I suffer alone In silence I stand Like others around me In this selfish land To whom do I turn When I breakdown Nobody cares I’m left on my own The darkness is back I long to be free Why isn’t...

Winter Landscape

We did what we were told The ancient transcript read They too would perish in their youth Their precious blood thus shed The cupreous leaves of autumn To some may speak of death To others -of the coming spring The sweetness of Life’s breath The landscape of a Winter...

Daylight Robbery

She went out and locked the front door, forgetting to check that the windows were closed. They got in from round the back. They ransacked the house, looking for cash. When she came home she was shocked. She didn’t want to worry her son. She wouldn’t call him that time...

It Is All Greek To Me

I have a solution To problems in the Euro zone, Specifically in Greece. As he is a member Of the Greek royal family, Prince Philip could become their king. Then Greece could be a colony Of the United Kingdom. Our chancellor, George Osborne, Could then sort out the...

E Equals MC Squared

Einstein is discredited, It seems he wasn’t right. They’ve proved that we can travel Faster than the speed of light. Can we go to the future? Can we go to the past? All I know is when we go It will be bloody fast. Our scientific theories Are thrown into disarray. Some...

Arrival

The waters break, they cause a spill Before the thrill you get from birth. No longer carried, borne in pain But born to claim a place on earth And have the thrills and spills of life From that first cry until you die.

Work Experience

When I started my career, Which was in local government, I was on a training scheme And went to each department To observe the work they did. I went out with some dustmen. These were chamber cleaners Who unblocked the refuse chutes In multi-storey council flats. They...

Underground Café

She is eating messy food Sitting on the Central Line; Chewing on her curried rice, Which I don’t think smells too nice, Brandishing a plastic fork. Then she has the cheek to talk To her mate across the aisle With her mouth full all the while. When she’s finished, at...

Alternative Therapy

I’m told that I must exercise By walking swiftly till I sweat. That will stop me gaining weight And ensure that I keep fit. Dieting will not keep me slim. My medication makes me fat And if I don’t get exercise My stomach will stop being flat. But it is cold and it is...

She Was Elegant

She was elegant it was plain As she sat upon the train Reading from her paper book Trying not to take a look As he sat upon his seat Careful not to catch her feet Smiling slowly turning red He asked her what it was she said She’d only mouthed a little “Oh.” When his...

Bond of Honour

The movement of a rustling tree The gentle lapping of the sea A favourite song, a much-loved poem The voice that always speaks of home The thought of someone truly loved Those friends who ever prove their worth Though a sniper may await out there We all a bond of...

Maybe it,s just me

They Marched on although they could have chosen to stay, Probably thought that God & right was with them on their way, But God does not do tricks for a cent or a dime, Which has been recorded through history time after time. It's time to stop all our charges in vain,...

One Percent Are You Worth It?

The tension first starts at 7 a.m. Adrenaline coursing his veins Sweat trickles down his aching back As he jostles the crowds for the trains The biggest fear he faces today Is someone will grab the last seat He’ll have to stand all the way there And walk down Victoria...

I am….

I am the sky, I am the sea I am the wind, within the tree I am the sand on sunlit beach I am here, but, out of reach I am the very air you breathe I am the comfort blanket weave I am all, that, is all I am I am part of a bigger plan I am that tingle up your spine I am...

An Ode to Tony

Tony Bushnell RSM, the interest of his troops was paramount to him Guard them and guide them he would do both With knowledge, with experience, with compassion and with logic these were his oath Tony Bushnell RSM this was the man, the man amongst men Sir, May I have...

Forgiveness

Never look back Don’t dwell on the past Think of today To make your love last What’s gone is gone It’s best left alone If one has sin Try not to atone Dark days that fill Your mind and your heart Will bring you grief And force you apart So let’s forgive The hurt and...

“Silent Night: An Afghan Parody”

Silent night, holy night, But for troops at war there is no respite. No Christmas at home with all the good cheer, no warm house with family and nothing to fear. No chance of sleeping in peace, no chance of sleeping in peace. Silent night, holy night, The enemy want...

War Poem

There has been two world wars in which Britain has fought, Many of the men who fought were caught. We were fighting off Germany for our lives, Some men came home to see their wives, Some men didn’t come home because they died, No doubt their families would have cried....

A Classic Design

I have a fascination For all things aviation Piston engined string-bags That once flew over sand bags Goggles and a silk scarf Today would make us all laugh Then came the S6B A sight for all to see This sleek and speedy flier Was one we could admire The plane that...

The Broker

The price goes up, the price goes down. It is all the same to me; I make money either way. The market is a game I play; Buying, selling when I can. I am just the middle man And when the owner gives permission I do a trade and earn commission. In the world of stocks...

Happy New Year

I looked at the candle alight on the table; I stared at the label stuck on the bottle. We’d finished our dinner, drunk all the wine; Another new year and the dining was fine In a posh restaurant with wife and with friends. There were kisses all round as we sang Auld...

The Underclass

The underclass is bigger now For it includes the elderly Who can’t afford to pay for care; And people who are not too well And haven’t got sufficient wealth, So have to use the National Health; And kids who live on sink estates Who know that they will not get work, So...

HOME ON LEAVE

By the evening’s firelight when it just you and I I look at you and I remember times gone by When first we met on a warm summer’s eve You were in the navy and home on leave Who is the boy with the lovely eyes of green I just wanted to move closer and lean My lips...

MY LITTLE MAN

Little eyes aglow with glee Running across the open field Laughing just you and me Chasing and kicking the ball My heart sings as we run Tight hold in case you fall “Nanny run” just learnt to talk You’re very fast on tiny feet So busy no time to walk Have to stop and...

Dearest Friend

I need your help you’re on your way Whatever the problem I don’t have to say You don’t need details to give your support You stand squarely beside me as strong as a fort You feed the body you are always cooking But into my mind I know you are looking Eat then we’ll...

Crooked Circle

Dark shadows give way To a brand new day And the nights plight Is drowned by the light The face wears a smile When all the while The turmoil inside Has opened wide The abyss of tears For all of those years Never to recapture Loves amazing rapture Shining at such...

Wishing on a Star

If I could find the shining star That marked where Jesus lay I would take it much further East So many miles away I would hope that same star That shone so bright that night Lighting the candle Still burning strong Which bought the Earth to life Would come again once...

For Our Beautiful Queenie

Darling beautiful Queenie I tried to write this for you Last week when you were still here, I didn’t know then that we had so few days left together Maybe that’s why it was so hard because my heart felt it. I try to think of all the good times to try and replace the...

Santa’s Christmas Eve

Fluttering flurries of snowflakes Soon fell on Christmas Eve And from their warm bedroom windows Children could now believe Santa would fly with his reindeer Stopping at each chimney stack And whilst they soundly were sleeping He’d choose the gifts from his sack Then...

Beads of Sweat

Where do they go when the lay down there heads those forces of ours don't stay in there bed. Their mind will wonder from place to place and beads of sweat will run down their face. They will go back in time to a harrowing place and remember things they have seen, that...

A Soldier Leaves The War

A soldier leaves the war, but the war never leaves the soldier not in his youth, or even when he gets older He will remember the things he has seen in battle, but he will not tell YOU what, a soldier keeps it locked away never to be forgot. So when you see a soldier...

Lest We Forget

Knee deep in mud, soldiers trudge, poppies all around, Starbursts soar high in the sky lighting up the ground, They crouch in their trench, a readymade grave, poppies all around, Growing between the dead and dying lying face down in the ground. Another starburst...

Mountains

The Universe covers Oh! so much A subject so complex and so vast So it’s time to itemise my thoughts With memories from the past I’ve flown the skies so many times And high above the earth we soar Looking at the world beneath us Different Countries and Oceans and more...

Guardian Angel

She’s sitting now upon a cloud Floating aimlessly through the sky Surveying the world from above you With an ever watchful eye And you know she’s your special Angel Even though you may sleep For she is the one that watches over you And her heavenly watch she’ll keep...

‎7th December 1982,

Ballakelly was a long dark night in cold hell. Where beauty met the beast and horror was unleashed, so horrific my mind can not spell. it was called the dropping well. Some will speak and some will never tell. now days and hours have passed , weeks, months to years....

Funny How

It’s funny how you grow together Your lives become intertwined together You’re here together there together Rarely wined and dined together You’re far to intertwined together To gather that together can be rather wide apart Maybe you walk together But do you really,...

The Spirit of the Season

Hustling, bustling, pushing and shoving Cash tills ringing, bank balances dwindling The Spirit of the season Somehow has lost its meaning! It’s not about the shopping Or the presents ‘neath the tree The Spirit of the season Is about friends and family It’s the love we...

Who Claims the Victory?

In the distant mists of time Soldiers marched to the forward line Smiling bravely as they went Unaware their time was spent In squalid trenches then they lay Waiting for that time of day When Generals said they could attack Brave soldiers who would not come back...

Castle

I was a knight And I live in a castle High walls of hard stone Every brick laid by pain The towers built from despair A fortress of shattered dreams My sword forged from loneliness Battements carved from sorrow At night Dragons come for me You cannot fight them all...

Jimmy’s Place

There’ll be presents a-plenty this Christmas But not at Jimmy’s place Children will smile as the presents unwrap But not at Jimmy’s place There’ll be hugs and kisses all round the tree But not at Jimmy’s place Turkey with stuffing and Christmas cake tea But not at...

Yearning

I miss you all the time Every night you’re in my dreams When I wake I feel so alone I yearn to feel your touch To kiss your lips To look into your eyes And say “I love you”

Eyes

My Eyes Windows to my soul Look deep to see my pain Reflected just a hint of sorrow Loneliness Hidden away My empty heart still beating Just for you

The Fading Year

As the Beluga Whales revel in the low tide gravel, sloughing their dead skin; so the Arctic is shedding its summer. Birds, which have bred in their thousands, are leaving in a cacophony of sound, heading south, urging chicks to follow. Young Guillemots, with...

Beauty Girl

Oh, Beauty Girl that hurts inside Who had the love that now has died Who holds the key to other lives Follow heart if heart is wise But heart is wise if head allows The crushing of the wedding vows The crushing of the history made During the time of feeling fade...

Pause

Now only Whisky numbs the pain My feelings put on pause Memories fade into echoes Mere shadows of my love Just hints of passions past Sanctuary for my dreams A brief interlude of hope Before the agony returns As I face the world again Without you

Reflections

I looked into the mirror a face stared back at me He looked familiar is he someone from my past? There’s was no expression or any sign that he recognised me Is he real? There’s was no glint in his eyes so I couldn’t tell I moved closer and tried to look into his eyes...

For Graham

He came out from the crowd and grasped my hand “Where have you been? So long since we have met. But you were so ill, and you look so well!” I kissed his cheek. “And so do you,” I said. For we had both looked in the eyes of Death. We moved apart with vows to meet up...

Tear

A single tear upon a rose Memories of love unresolved Aching in my heart For you

Would that I..

Would that I were like a bird Soaring high above the earth Looking down on hill, and glen On the graves of fallen men When you've flown o'er land and sea Come, one day, remember me Think of all I was in Life All I gave in sacrifice! The vagrant spirit of my youth That...

Precious boy

You were sent from above Straight to me and I Just exploded with love When first I saw your little face All new and beautiful So pure and full of grace I counted all of your toes I counted all of your fingers and Kissed your tiny button nose I breathed in the unique...

COME

Come take the weight of your feet Let’s chat about what’s troubling you Come and take a seat Come it always helps to talk Just tell me about it Come let’s take a walk Come and have a good cry Let the hurt flow out Come wipe your eyes dry Come and look at this summer’s...

Mask

I wear a mask I hide behind it every day Feelings hidden from the world My pain concealed The mask is happy No one suspects the truth Sorrow forever obscured Loneliness invisible My camouflage complete I dream of love Until that day I’ll wear a mask

Soul mate

My life is empty A hole inside my heart My soul screams out for its’ soul mate Only Silence responds Loneliness my constant companion Only memory of love

Don’t Look At Me

Don’t look at me from the outside in Look from the inside out From the happy soul that lives within Of that, you should have no doubt The body that has let me down Is now my prison, but, I do not frown The restrictions it has forced on me Has given me spirit and set...

Love

I exist I do not live I remember living once But that time has passed I breathe, I eat, I drink But that is not life Love does not exist for me A memory faint in my heart One day the pain will cease And I will not exist A faint memory in her heart

Help for Heroes?

Help for heroes, so they say Buy a poppy on poppy day Show the soldier that always wins Despite the fact he has no limbs Clean it up, sanitise Nothing nasty for public eyes Heroes just for joining up? Here’s a ticket out of rut Can you walk? Can you run? Can you hold...

THE ANGEL

I am there in the dark of night. I am your angel when you pray. You see my star…the bright starlight. I am there still when comes the day. I am with you…I am near. I come to watch and protect you. I will guide you. Do not fear… You have my love in all you do. My...

QUIETLY NOW

When you go in the still of the dawning… Steal secretly from the warmth of my bed… From all my love’s unfettered compassion. In the coolness of the early morning, Let your gentle footfall silently tread… Lightly. In the quietude of the blesséd hush… Released thereto...

REDEMPTION

When Frost had dressed the Earth with shimmering white, And gloved the gnarled bare fingers of the Trees… And lengthened Days were firmly turned to flight, Forsaken…Despair was wont to appease. For Nature had its winter coat prepared, And spun the misty tendrils on...

Shot at Dawn

Take the “Coward” from this place Another boy goes to waste Tie him to a well fixed post I suppose his mother loved him most Recruit a squad from his platoon Home for Christmas, boom, boom, boom Not to wound, aim to kill With his pals just until SHOT AT DAWN The boy...

Toothless Eustace The Useless Ghost

Toothless Eustace the toothless ghost Was very vain and prone to boast His mournful moan throughout the night Was meant to give us all a fright Poor toothless Eustace could not see His victims laughing merrily His moans and clanking on the stairs Never did raise...

All But A Moment After.

Are u listening to those that went before? The muffled screams behind that bitter door, Their whispered howls of what u might find, With echoed pain that pierce your mind. Visions of red and dusty hides, Clawing at clothes with abandon besides, The colour of the...

My Irish Boy

I will keep you safe I will keep you warm I will guard you from the pending storm But that was then, and this is now I must release you, to battle foul So my boy is let too go A solder now, with many foe An Irish Ranger and proud to be Keep him safe, but let him free...

Keeper

Keeper of the croft Fresh hay gathered and stored in the loft The land he doth work with honourable hand For many of the hour-glass’s grain of sand Keeper of the lighthouse Often in solitude, no place for a spouse He doth ensure the light shone out yonder So ship ahoy...

MEMORIES

A Summer’s breeze A Winter’s night A Spring leaf An Autumn bright These are the things I no longer see, due to the things that haunt me A torn limb, shattered bones, broken dreams and awful wounds Why should one forego these scenes? Learn again to live your dreams...

Sorry Guys

It was that second the world stood still I heard a sound, I heard it shrill I felt the thud, I felt the burn I felt the sting, I felt the turn The ground came up and I went down A fighting man about to drown I gasped for air, I gasped for voice I felt the blood, I...

BUSINESS AS USUAL

I wish I owned a pie shop, I’d fill it full of meat Big pies, small pies, pies you’d think were neat Chicken, ham and mushroom, beef and peas in stew Golden crisp and savoury, pies for me and you Lots of sticky gravy, great dollops of mash Mixing in the chunks with...

Dawn

At night the dawn seems far away My thoughts and memories collide in confusion Pain and hope merge in my dreams as one With dawn, reality brings hope

Echos

Deep thoughts echoing in my mind Memories of feelings and images from long ago A smell, a sound, the dejavu of my past existence Resounding in my soul for eternity

%

of people exposed to mass violence have been shown to develop PTSD

Million Adults are diagnosed with PTSD during a given year

Women are 2x more likely to suffer from PTSD than men