Poems

THUNDERSTORM

Light is dimming in the forest, humidity hangs in the air like a blanket, Wind changes direction, gathering momentum and force, Black thunderclouds scud across the sky, Leaves are spiralled upwards back into the trees or swept along in gusts of wind, Suddenly there’s...

Growing Older

How does one grow old “Gracefully”, We are told that we should! But why, and how should we? We no longer tell our family how to behave, They are now free to do as they will, No I will not swallow your “graceful” pill. Then we are told “Take it easy”, Yes we are told...

THE DARKNESS IS MY CONSTANT COMPANION

Me and the darkness have been constant companions Ever since I can remember. Neither friends, nor bosom buddies. It is just that we have always been together. I do not fear the dark…I respect it. I know of its misrepresentations… The dark cellar… The dark of night… My...

PLEASE MAY I HAVE A PIECE OF PAPER?

“Please may I have a piece of paper?...” It just rolls off my tongue…so smoothly… Just as I was taught to say it...all those years ago. My memory goes back…and I am four years old. “Please may I have a piece of paper?” There!…dead easy…no problem. The first words I...

Bubbles

On a cold November evening I’m going to the dreaming spot! Clutching a bag of bubbles, I hold my breath, afraid, it may not be there! Rounding the corner, waiting like a friend is the old familiar oak, the same flat stone. I open the bubbles and listen to the sounds...

SPIRIT

My spirit is strong no more does it long, For times that are past that I thought would last, I‘ve taught it how to live in the now, To make each day everlasting in my own way, I fill up my plate with laughter and love, I think of love as I’m walking through the wood,...

SHADOWS

The shadows are longer as my memories grow stronger, I gaze at yesterday through the window of the past, I see the splendour of youth and I remember, My children when small my parents still young, Grandparents alive, the family tree is as it should be. We’re all...

To Ben

You took to the sky that fateful day, full of life and joy, You took to the sky that day, our brave boy You didn’t know it was your last, so your banter was the same The crew all working hard, as more height you gained. Our lovely boy, so high above a country far away...

MY EYES

LOOK IN THE MIRROR CAN YOU SEE MY LEFT EYE DEAD AND COLD BUT ITS ACTUALLY MY RIGHT EYE WAS YOU NEVER TOLD ITS ARMY LEFT YOU FOOL A REFLECTION OF MY SOUL LEFT BEHIND AS I USE THIS PEN AS MY TOOL TO HELP YOU TRY TO FIND MY EYES HAVE SEEN I HOPE MOST WILL NOT THE RIGHT...

CATKINS

Last years catkins are still hanging on the tree, Why are they there, are they waiting for us to see? That the unnecessary clutter of the past, Should be made to last and last! The catkins will fall and as they do, Our regrets will die as we wait for the new! Only...

UNTITLED

We are born without a care into the giant garden of everywhere! As we wait to grow and grow how the hell are we to know That one day we’ll see the world and all the chaos meant to be! We are only but a part of one gigantic beating heart!

It’s morning again

It’s morning again the whole place stinks bodies oozing my mind can’t think I get to water and clean my sweat But half way back I’m soaking wet Heat and dust with filth and smell My mates all said I’d go to hell Well now I’m in an evil place The devil laughing in my...

A Worried Mum

Back at home my mum she worries From home to work then home she scurries Trying to fill each day some way Hoping her boy won’t die today She tells her friends she’s proud of me She hides her insecurity She hears the radio “more lads dead” She drops her cup her heart...

LIFE

My brother and I, Taking off our shoes we run across the lawn breaking cobwebs of dew, Green shoots, with hearts of hope! Mothers smiles and all is well at the beginning of another summers day, It seems as if all the birds in the world are singing in our garden! We...

BUS STATION TANNOY

As I walked along, I heard a voice loud and strong, “Oh shut up, how stupid!” “It cannot hear you” I said, “It’s a machine.” “Am I living in a dream?, Is this surreal?” “You are real, I said, and so am I.” Unneccessary clutter!”I heard him mutter, A world full of...

RATRACE

Lemmings heading for the cliff top jump without thought! Following the group their instinct for survival is based on hope as they follow the one before! The human race is looking for a leader, throwing good after bad in the struggle to survive. The common man is soon...

VOICES

The year is 1950; the second world has been over for five years, Molly lives alone in a tiny cottage, by the river Dee, Rob her fiancée died in action October 6th six years ago in France, A chilly autumn evening finds Molly at home feeling restless, She opens the back...

A Padre weeps.

The road, tree lined, with grassy verge, Dappled in sun kissed shadows, A line of marching soldiers emerge, Keeping to the road, avoiding mined hedgerows. Then the shooting started, machine guns and mortar, Tanks rumbled, with flaring gun turrets, Adding to the two...

A CLEAN OR SHINY FACE

“Go wash your dirty little face… Then with the others take your place. If you do not please me… Then you will not get your tea. You haven’t washed…I can tell you have not... You lying little article…in hell you’ll rot. You’re an absolute disgrace… Now go back and wash...

THE SANDWICH

“What are you doing there…my little nigger boy… What are you eating? Oh! Bread… Bread thrown out for the birds?... Is that what you’re eating? Who said you could eat that bread…eh? Did you ask the birds if you could eat their bread? Well! Did you?...Answer me… Look at...

FALSE FOOTSTEPS

Lying in the dark…waiting in the darkness… Expecting...waiting…not wishing… There it is…there it is again…footsteps... That sound…the tread…that tread…false footsteps… God’s man…a ‘holy man’…not a wholly ‘man’. The tread…on the stair…it comes… Nearer…measured…slow...

THE DARK

“Hello… Hello… Is there anybody there? Please let me out… Please…please… I’m sorry…I won’t do it again… Please let me out… It’s dark in here… I’m scared…I’m frightened… Please…I’m sorry… I won’t do it again…I promise… I won’t wet the bed again…promise… Is there...

BLESSÉD ARE THE LONELY

I envy lonely people, I really do. Not for them… The intrusion of idle chat When watching TV…boringly. The shadow on the newspaper as Someone reads over one’s shoulder… Blocking the light…rudely. The bombardment of snoring On one’s ears when One has to get up Early...

The Drum Head Service

The Padre assembled the Drum Head Service, The stable yard the safest place. We sat on the ground, ignoring the frost, Listening bareheaded, showing true reverence. The first hymn sung, no music of course, The sermon followed, sensibly short, The Padre was also...

The Weston Spirit

The Weston spirit, a heart of gold, a crinkled chin. Forged together in a granite block. Born from adversity and untold misery. From the depths of despair to fulfilment of life. Bringing hope and purpose to all in need. We remember the scenes of ships on fire. The...

The Soldier Artist

I gazed at the beautiful murals of Plas Newydd, Remembering the artist, the man that created Those striking vivid bright scenes. And then I recalled another such place Equally vivid, in a much darker setting. The small fields of the Bockage Country, Thick hedgerows...

Nurse Edith Cavell.

A nurse brave and true, In war accused of spying, Found guilty in a foreign land, Sentenced to be shot at dawn. She died a heroine to all.

Charmer’s Grin

Words go unheard Emotions are not felt Eyes of deepest desire A heart that will not melt Lustful fingers treading Waiting for their turn To sing a song within The heart they’ve no concern Packaged love songs Released through lips that lie Underneath a charmer’s grin...

I’m Done!

I’m done Listening to your excuses I’m done Pretending you can stand alone I’m done Your words are worthless I’m done Hoping from this you will grow I’m sorry You fell and couldn’t get up I’m sorry Guilt controls all that you are I’m sorry You wear a mask of happiness...

A bad decision

A bad decision That I refuse to admit Justification to myself I lie, believe, and ignore What good sense I have left Independence is hearsay I’ve heard it all Saying nothing for my hesitations A test? Trial? Or mistake? Maybe a three in one deal Yet I stay Waiting for...

Hatred of yourself

Hatred of yourself Defeats love felt for me My love towards you Defeats self-hatred that used to be Knowing I am worthless Unable to kill your despise To me you are everything Putting all others aside I pray maybe love will grow Upon a heart that is unheeded Faith in...

Heart

Just stay Wait for me to come to you Don’t worry about standing up I can reach farther so you don’t have to Don’t talk The silence tells me all I need to know Let me say “I love you” I’ll pretend you love me also Don’t respond I understand You lost your heart I’m...

NOVEMBER

I’m sitting in my favourite place I close my eyes and remember! It’s wartime in England 1940, your face in my mind is in the blush of youth, We’re together again our essence intermingles, we’re in freefall! There’s no future only now, laughing and crying we make love!...

A LIFE LESS HECTIC

What I seek is a life less hectic. Not one of running about…“got to go”… “Must dash”…“must fly”…“the kids need picking up”. Not to rush through a door without looking back Into whose face it has just slammed…and having To apologise. Not to run up or down a moving...

DIS-CONNECTIONS

Imagine… A moon without a silvery beam… A bowl of strawberries without cream… A wood without a carpet of bluebells… A flower without soft petals… A juicy apple without a core… A deep blue sea without a shore… An army squadron without a tank… A mighty river without a...

THE TRUTH ABOUT ALCOHOL ADDICTION

Once I drank because I was happy and glad But look at me now…I’ve become so sad. Once I drank to experiment; But I’ve experienced so much torment. I had a job…my wealth I flaunted; But now for my poverty I am taunted. My work was poor, for I was always tired, And then...

A SOLDIERS PRAYER

Dear god if you are listening Please make this war end Replace fighting and killing Turn enemies to friend Dear god if you hear me I am calling to you The voice of a young soldier Not yet twenty two Dear god if you are looking I just turn twenty one All around there...

Thinking of you thinking of me

When you are laughing, I will feel happy for you When you are crying I shall cry to The tears of pain are felt within all So no need for you my name to call For within an instant, I shall be at your side So wipe away those tears you have cried The thread of ones life...

Unable to love as desired

Unable to love as desired Though unspeakable passion resounds Her heart’s adoration for him May be beaten but never broken down He always provided as needed Yet, left without a word Allowing doubt to work its way in Questions raised, answers never heard Pain that...

H o m e l e s s

It’s a bitterly cold winter’s night and the ghosts are out! Barely discernible figures crouch in doorways sheltering from the rain, The howling wind covers their cries! Peering through a crack in reality’s door they see only reflections OF THEMSELVES! The constant...

A Proud Corps?

From the tender age of two it became apparent what I would eventually do. So many photographs, black and white and slide, my future they could not hide. Stood to attention, proud and erect, saluting to so my respect. As early as age would allow, uniform and discipline...

My Room

My room is filled with cobwebs and dust, Old Tin cans, some hair from a brush. Pop cans, spit wads, some gum on the floor, my six year old swimsuit some-what tore. Dirty suckers left stuch on the desk, my bird mingo left a feather of a mess. Dead flowers from my...

Beneath The Falling Snow (1918/1919)

Many a salient lie quiet, beneath the grey sky, winter winds blow cold, through the ruins. Deep within the earth, virgin blood flows, like poppies the flower of manhood, lie crushed. Beneath the falling snow, the embittered scars of man. Silence echo across fields,...

Dawn Encounter

One hour before light in the soldier's dawn, Minute sounds slip by unheard, In the cold stillness of frost. A bush stirs in a whisper of wind, The soldier sits tight awaiting the light. Then he sees the Cavalry lined up in front, The first sun streaks on their...

ODE TO THE HOTEL KEEPER

An Inn keeper stood at the golden gates, His head was bent and low, He meekly asked the man of fate The way that he should go. What have you done St Peter said to seek admission here? "I kept an hotel down below for many and many a year" St Peter opened wide the gate...

One Colour – In Remembrance.

Even in these jaded, jealous days Over these clouded, grey horizons; They wait still, beneath greening tendrils, Bowing yet to the breeze in salutation Despite the muddied, earthy eulogies, Well intentioned; growing pale in the light; Shaded brown and miserable in...

Highway

Highway. Concrete strip,four lanes, Speed,noise,signs, traffic cones, Screeching brakes,crunching metal.Lights flash. Grid lock.

More strange happenings caused by flooding

Just called to say hello, To a kitchen full of baby buffalo. The only place not under water. I just called to say hello. The farmer had to save their lives, The sheep were in the dining room. I just called to say hello, To a kitchen full of baby buffalo.

When the river floods, strange things happen.

Strange things in life i see, A Rabbit and a hedgehog in a tree, Climbing from the floods. Strange things in life i see. For their lives they flee, Swimming, climbing, now free. Strange things in life i see, A Rabbit and a Hedgehog in a tree.

Cinquains

1. Some men Chase girls for fun, At work and play, they stray. True lovers are content with one. Pure love. 2. To sleep, beneath the stars, dream of nature's greatness, sweetly perfumed, all embracing Gods will, 3, Midnight, Black starless night. A baby cries, a...

First Kiss by the River

The river in shallows murmured and chattered. In deep pools,sighing swishing and swirling. The sun blazing down on great patches of gold. The Gorse bushes popping,their seed pods exploding, While the Broom gently swayed,wafting its perfume On the delicate touch of the...

A Boy’s Song

Where the river flows its slowest, Where the sun shines its brightest, Its off with our clothes, quickly dive in. Laughing,splashing, naked and free, That's how it was for Billy and me. Teasing the girls, snatching kisses, Ignoring their brothers and sisters wishes,...

Lovers Dreams

To roller blade on moonbeams. Freefall on a summer breeze, To land in a field of apple blossom, And dance to meet the dawn, To stand naked on a river bank, See the first streaks of sunlight, Light up your auburn hair, As hand in hand,we laugh, plunge in, To kiss,touch...

Making Up

Me forgetting, She infuriating. We arguing, Then appologising. Hugs and Kisses, We snuggle up. I think i'll forget, Again tomorrow.

Rejection

One way not to be Rejected, is not to have Anything to do With anyone at all…but That might not be an option.

Temporary Solutions

Life…mistakes…success… These are all temporary. So… Never hold out for A permanent solution To the cause of your problems.

It’s not so bad…

Sometimes I feel really bad… Like…I am right up to my neck In a giant bucket of shit… Which is gradually getting colder. But I don’t feel so sad When I think…“so what the heck! It’s not so bad. Is it?”… For I’m standing on your shoulder.

The Cost of War

Whenever our soldiers die in war, The nation’s wounds are many…and deep. This loss of lifeblood, it must be told, Is greater than at first we think…for The cost of war does not come cheap, When the wounds of our nation…they bleed pure gold.

A Soldier’s Burial

When I die…give me a soldier’s burial. Not one for vainglory, not one for show… But one of reserve and dignity…in the company of those who know Justice, fairness, truth and honour… Kindness, compassion, and gentleness with each other… Comradeship, loyalty and kindred...

A Humble Burial

When I die…give me a humble burial. Not one for vainglory, not one for show… But one of reserve and dignity…in the company of those who know Justice, fairness, truth and honour… Kindness, compassion, and gentleness with each other… Comradeship, loyalty and kindred...

Transcending Warriors

The heavens were thick with shooting stars That night so long ago As homeward travelled the brave souls That gave their lives that day Like fire they raged across the skies Burning deeply in my eyes As hundreds blanketed the darkness With lights as bright as day They...

THE ONLY HEAVEN WE COULD KNOW

Every dead mans soul is in my body I am the epitaph of death Nowdays the kids wear a hoody Not so interested in mcbeth My soul is complete as one Every good thing moving towards A heaven on earth amongst the heat of the sun Giving love as a messege to the hoards I...

From the day i was born..

I can no longer play the hero Cause my heart is tired and torn My name is craig and not de niro But atleast i tried from the day i was born Is it a king or roadsweeper That can show me the way Or is it the devil my soul keeper Telling me what to say Or is it gods way...

THE SPIRIT OF JOHN

GENERAL: HE IS EVERYWHERE HE IS IN THE AIR HE IS IN OUR HAIR SO I DONT CARE IF YOU SEE THIS LOVE SO RARE DONT JUST STAND AND STARE CAUSE HES IN THE BIG BROWN BEAR AND ON YOUR FLESH HE WILL TEAR DEFY HIM IF YOU DARE DEFY HIM OR THE BIG BROWN BEAR HE IS FOREVER THERE...

HEROIN ADDICTION

THERE WAS A MAN CALLED RALF HE SAID HIS NAME WAS ALF HE LIED TO HIS FRIENDS BECAUSE OF THE BENDS AND NOW LIKE THE DEVIL HE IS HEADING SOUTH

Friend or Foe

Terrorist… Cruel, Malevolent, Bombing, Maiming, Killing, Corruptor, Enemy…Liberator, Friend, Fighting, Saving, Dying, Courageous, Heroic, Soldier…

MOUNT TUMBLEDOWN

The windswept graves of long lost friends, Lie miles across the seas. There but for the grace of God, Why them ? And why not me. The battle on Mount Tumbledown, a barren waste of land. A tribute to my soldier friend, My comrades final stand. The sky was black, yet all...

Don’t Forget Today

For those who fell from our own guns Who comrades scorned and others shunned Who lost their lives whilst trying to cope With things we never will I hope There was no mercy no medical name No cries of pity as they piled on shame That those then leaders of our lads...

Keeper of Lost Souls

I am the Earth Mother I am the keeper of lost souls. I keep them safe and protect them Till they recover from their pain. I teach them how to keep themselves safe And live in the world again. I wove the spaces between the shadows into stars So they would not be afraid...

The Reason

So, you want to know why I want to be your friend and help you. Well! I will tell you why, and why I put the importance of Your life before mine. Firstly, I have had quite a happy and Successful life. It have not always been so happy, and some People have done some...

The Mission

This is not just a job for me…it is a vocation…a Calling. There were four times when I almost died when I was young. In fact…I think I must have died. I went to Heaven. But when I reached the pearly gates St Peter said to me "What if it is Not your time to be here...

Gethsemane

Oh God!…I cannot go through with this. There Must be some way out of this…some way out. If I knew that it was going to be Like this I would not have started it off. Maybe there is some loophole. But maybe Not. Oh God! This is going to be so Bad…so terrible…I know it....

To Those We Left Behind

Happy we ‘pals’ of battalions, from villages born of love And sweet tender mercies; unlike here, entrenched With the foe, grey mists on the horizons, silhouetted hove Of sallow composition; subdued and drenched. Between us in ‘no mans’ land’, a barren waste Of limbs...

The Ensign

The ensign unfurled, draped in crimson red, With swastika motif emblazoned for dead. Germany was at war, unyielding, unforgiving; Tyrannical power Boots and helmets, rifles glistening aproud; Marching, crusading towards the Babylonian tower Of strength; frenzied,...

For those shot for cowardice in the first world war

Their voices echo down the years, demanding justice. "It's the noise, echoing, rebounding in the muddy trenches. The shells continuous shrieking,exploding in front and rear" "I just wandered off, not knowing who or what i was" "I'm not afraid to die, it's living in...

Julia

Her love was the boiler in my soul And now she has left me once again The boilers gone just a hole As i slowly go insane Yes another man now has her soul I pray he keeps it safe For her loss has turned me cold and taken its toll Her loss has turned me inside out How...

Old Brown Teapot

Standing in a Flanders trench, the young soldier Peered into the gloom,as he waited for stand down, Which would signal the dawn, and rest from duty, His mind turned to thoughts of home. Sounds of shells, gunfire, war. Blotted out by warm caressing visions Of a cosy...

A Soldier’s Epitaph

If in this land of sand swept winds, and searing heat It should be that my life ends, my duty done, Do not leave me here with those that caused my death. Bring me home to rest in gentle sunshine, rain or snow, And i will sleep content in this my native earth. I will...

OUR SON! OUR SOLDIER!

We are thankful for our Soldier’s For everything they do, Their strength and their endurance Is all down to you. We think the forces made them Into what they are today, But they simply shaped and moulded What as parents you portrayed. As parents you taught him dignity...

%

of people exposed to mass violence have been shown to develop PTSD

Million Adults are diagnosed with PTSD during a given year

Women are 2x more likely to suffer from PTSD than men