Poems

A POPPY REFLECTION

As the red poppy… Also red are my eyes from The tears I have shed… For each service person who Gave their life for us in war

The Knock

When I married my soldier How love makes one forget! When he marches off to war My life seems to stop There are people who fill my day But when night time comes All rational thought takes flight During this silent world When darkness reigns Happy people sleep But...

FORGOTTEN

I want to be as tall as a mountain as alive as the sea as high as the sky, I want to be free Free to run through fields of green to bask in the sun to dance in the rain, Free to have fun To sleep when I tire in a bed soft and warm in front of a fire safe and secure,...

WOODLAND SYMPHONY

What’s playing the tune? That the trees dance to It is the flute, In the lilting breeze It is the piano, Its keys the rising wind It is the violins, In the screaming hurricane It is the trumpet, Heralding the storm It is the guitar, Strumming the falling rain It is...

A RED KITE

‘Look my son! Look There’s a kite flying high’ ‘Where Daddy, where? Let me see! But it has no string, No tail of red ribbons It has no one controlling its flight’ ‘Ah, no my son, it needs no string No tail of red ribbons No hand controlling its flight For it’s a kite...

JUST A PEBBLE

I am just a pebble upon the rocky shore A pebble amongst pebbles lost and insecure No home have I no one to love Just a pebble amongst pebbles upon the rocky shore. The sea it washes over me cools me from the sun my only chance of freedom I have no legs to run to...

STILL LIFE

The bruised red velvet petals of the three red roses curled in tight; in solidarity; against the invasion of their inner selves Not so the brazen lily, who bared its soul its fiery orange tongue; resplendent Soft, pink lacy fingers of the unassuming astilbe reached...

IN PRAISE OF THE WONDERFUL MINISTRY OF DEFENCE

The M.O.D. has a wonderful reputation… There is no better organisation. When you join up then one thing is true… The M.O.D. will take great care of you. The M.O.D. supplies you with essential kit, And makes sure your desert combats snugly fit. They will always deserve...

IN REMEMBRANCE OF AMANDA

Clouds Clouds Are a patchwork blanket Where angels sit having a picnic Are they big balls of cotton wool or candyfloss Is someone hiding among the clouds Sometimes they get angry and cry. Maybe they can see what we are Doing to our world Amanda Rapley-Redfern Age 14...

The Water Meadow. A poem for two voices 1930 – 2000

First voice: Tail flicking wagtails, yellow and pied, Darting and catching their insect food, Their young at their heels, begging for more. Tail swishing cows cropping ancient herbage, Their pollen covered hooves, and yellow lips, Fertilising the masses of buttercups,...

THE POPPY FLOWER

When I think of the poppy…of its petals red, I see then the redness of my eyes, From all the sorrowing tears I shed For every noble warrior who dies In foreign lands…and far away from Homeland shores and skies. When I think of the poppy…of its black centre part, The...

REASSEMBLE

Another day, week, month, year, - the rest of my life, Where are my friends lives? Get up, go out, walk, relieve the tension relieve the knot of hate! Walk, walk and walk some more, what the hell was that bloody war for? Every day I go out walking, No more pills just...

Marching Song

My Dad went off to fight the war Left Mum expecting me. Home for a hug when I was born, Then back across the sea. The beach was full of noise and death The rear guard was his post He did his duty on that day And stayed when all was lost. From France to Germany they...

THE MISSING SOCK

Can anyone out there help me ? I’m alone and I could cry My Twin he has gone missing And ‘They’ve hung me out to dry ! ‘ I used to go ‘On-line’ a lot With a friend that I called ‘Peg ‘ The pups they used to play with me Whilst sitting up to beg The Hamster used to...

THE BALANCE SHEET

“People are our most valuable asset”, our Leader said (It was his proclivity) But, when fallen in battle injured, dead; in the balance sheet they’re what? A liability?

JUST A SCRATCH

Nah then Tommy, as you’re lying there Nah then Tommy, blink back a tear I know you got two bleeding stumps But it were just a scratch. Nah then Jones, don’t heave a sigh Let the whole thing pass you by Even though you got it in the eye It were just a scratch. Nah old...

COUNTING THE COST

A soldier, and I did my best Went into battle with the rest Prepared to fight, prepared to die And didn’t count the cost We trained for war; that was our task And with the call we did not ask Why we should have to go We’d had our day, and earned our pay And didn’t...

WHY DO I FEEL SO GUILTY BECAUSE OF THE DEATH OF A FLY ?

Last night I watched you struggling To break through the window glass And I watched you freezing, Dying, as all things pass. Last night I could have moved you inside To die, perhaps, but warm, at least, And cared for at your last bedside, As your life went and you...

GRANDDAD

A frail old man with warmth around him, A smile on his face, his family surround him. 'Oh Danny Boy' he sings with a glint in his eye, Teaching me domino's as the time goes by. You didn't tell me granddad of your memories past, Of when you walked strong in days gone...

BE GENTLE WITH THE WARRIOR

Let not the sands of time erase our memory Of those lost through the darkness of others Who following a false belief Plunge into the depths of denial At the acts committed for their cause Stand tall Be counted Raise the flag of democracy Love and light Support the...

Keep the home fires burning

The worrying and waiting never goes away, Even when you're home, it's never to stay. “I've got to go away” you tell me one day, With a sinking stomach I turn to you and say, “I'll keep the home fires burning and pray” Your bags are packed, the children are crying,...

ARMED FORCES

There are many such as we From distant past and long will be Will be whilst ever hate endures We are the Arm that strikes the blow That discord in Mankind ensures We are the substance of your will Who serve you for both good and ill The difference ‘twixt these two is...

CLOUDS

As children we love to watch the clouds They drift majestically by Their power and force we watch in awe As seen through a youngsters eyes. As adults we don’t notice clouds Their presences no longer thrill We have no time to see god’s gift No time to just stand still....

JUST A COMMON SOLDIER

He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion, telling stories of the past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies; they were heroes, every one. And tho' sometimes, to...

A TANKA FOR MY WIFE

Auburn hair shining. Smiling so sweetly. I fell Completely, deeply And so truly enchanted, Enraptured, my heart captured.

A SOLDIER DIES KNEELING

Kneeling , So still Beneath the tree, His empty sten across his knee, Looking so alive, the blue face of death Belied it, defending his comrades, he gave his life, Beneath a tree kneeling.

BE AT PEACE

His feet fell silently on the soft earth, wet leaves absorbing the sound. His lungs screamed with every breath and pain wracked his thin body. They had wrung everything out of him; left him as empty as a shell washed up on the shore…soulless…forgotten…abandoned. He...

FORGET THEM NOT

Forget me not he said to me My love so pure and true Forget me not sweet wood anemone As I take my leave of you For a soldier blue I am to be And it’s off to war I go Across the wide and deep blue sea To a land I do not know Forget me not till I return And save a...

POPPIES

They come briefly, once a year To grace our fields with delicate flair Bursting forth in red aplomb Peaceful, and yet all aflame, In celebration and remembrance I catch my breath, as I espy Upon my walk, a sea of poppies Regale mine eye

NATURE’S LIBRARY

Mother Nature surrounds us in all her glory No author could write such a wondrous story A Mills and Boon romance Swans’ necks entwined on a shimmering lake A mystical tale Of snakes swaying, hypnotically staring A mystery thriller Whose footprints break the virgin...

UNTITLED.SHANE

He died alone in a furnished room A crumpled duvet lay cold upon his form In the kitchen, an inherent reminder of a simple, Last unhurried meal, micro waved for one Grains of rice, defying removal remain their still Shelf upon shelf of escapism from reality James Bond...

THE SEA

The sea appears ghostlike From under the blanket of mist Its waves gently rising Gently falling, until….. It stealthily reaches the shore Encroaching; Encompassing; Possessing all within its grasp Until….. At the turn of the tide It leaves as ghostly and As gently as...

The Other Side of Hell

The flash, the bang, the brick dust, the smell of acrid smoke; The soldier was just sitting there; had all that been a joke? The instant, searing pain had gone and now he looked around; The buildings and the streets had gone no pavements on the ground. He looked...

THE BEER MAT CONSPIRASY

Have you noticed tables Empty in the pub ? Devoid of cardboard Beer mats Where stacks of them once stood “ The Ashtrays “ & “ The Speed Humps “ They both have had their say But what about us Beer Mats ? It’s time we had our day No Newspaper announcements Nothing on...

WHY IS IT THAT ALL THE POPPIES GROW ?

Why is it that the poppies grow? A tiny voice did cry” Child each poppy marks the place Where soldiers once did lie Each blood red flower stands To remember those who died As does that upon your chest her stooped grandma replied The lady slowly turned to leave But the...

CHRISTMAS AT WAR

Here’s to the soldier On Christmas Eve Alone, by himself – Not granted leave. There’s no letting up for Yule-tide you know The battles go on Against the foe. There’s a war to be won And someone must fight All through the day And into the night. In England the family...

FLY ON THE WINDOW

The fly on the window, Buzzed, bumped, and crawled, Is it on the outside, Trying to get in? Is it on the inside Trying to get out? I picked up my hammer, Gave it a thump, It buzzed in through the hole, Now I know it was outside, Could have sworn it was inside.

HALLOWEEN PARTY

Flickering shadows dance in shafts of moonlight, Their music screeching winds, and hooting Owls. Castle ruins crumbling walls, and gaping windows, The stage where past Spectres play Their Halloween party games of old, Their cackling laughter, screams of terror Echoing...

FINAL REDUNDANCY

Politicians hands outstretched, smiling Cheshire Cat grins, Unctionally. Spin doctors gyrate their well rehearsed spins, Superiatively. Both now grinning wider, spinning faster, Supersonically, Then merging together, then disappearing, Orifice-ally.

THE LONELY SPEED HUMP

I’m a single Speed Hump I wish I had a friend The nearest neighbour I’ve got Is down, and round the bend With car fumes I’m Exhausted The wheels they make me Tired In rain I get all soggy In mud I feel all Mired ! The Motorists all hate me Because I slow them down...

FRIENDS

When the dark night calls To the souls disappointments The gulf grows Between yourself and the world They hear you When the cloying emptiness Takes your breath away Your feelings retract Until you are just a molecule They hold you For their heart is large Their...

RELEASE

It is we who remain That grieve for our loss In the dark days of emptiness Releasing the dam of self denial Uncorking the bottle of pent up rage Allowing the slow hissing gases To poison the air we breathe Amerced by our own beliefs While the other Free from earthly...

YOU’RE MY HERO

I look at you each day and wonder At how strong you are Despite what’s happened to you over the years How you battled through the dark times And made your life the way you wanted it Not how others wanted you to be How you still did what you did despite how you looked...

GIVE DAD A HUG

This Sunday give your dad an extra hug and make him feel just that bit more smug. And look on high and thank your God for the dad you have got and think of all those children who, have not. For 25 years ago, a long way a way, a war was ending on Fathers Day 252...

LESS WE FORGET

The old man in the corner who stares into space The story of time etched on the lines on his face He sits their and remembers those to the left and his right The soldiers and friends who had gone to the fight He remembers the cold and the dirt and the smells He...

THE VETERAN

The raindrops strike my windowpane And rivulets run down, Whilst I lay on my sick bed, In pyjamas and a dressing gown. I think the lives of my old muckers Were rather like the rain, Active, brief and passionate - Free of all my pain. They were fashioned on life’s...

War

Evening calm, evening still Is this a time, a time to kill War means nothing but cold death Relatives lay a poppy wreath Memories always linger on Remember them with a song Sing their praises, sing their plight Let’s never again have to fight War means nothing but...

A Single Poppy

Single Poppy standing still You grow because man will kill Your colour represents the dead The blood they lost becomes your red You bow your head and give a nod Another life you give to god.

What is war?

Life is lost and people cry Why so many have to die War causes such bitter pain Loved ones never seen again Ask the ones what they saw They will tell what is war Pain, blood many lives lost War is nothing but human cost Death and suffering all around So many bodies...

THE DAY OF THE 11TH REMEMBRANCE

Lives are relived It's the day of the 11th, It's time to remember A time in the past, For some It's fond memories, The coming together; A comradeship That will always last, For others It's painful To remember those years, And the lives that we lost, In the wars of the...

FLOWERS GROW IN FIELDS SO GREEN

Flowers grow in fields so green, where in the past war was seen, Men shot to pieces by machines of fear, loved one’s left to shed a tear. Children left with desperate mothers, dead are the fathers, sons, and brothers. Many of them never found, bodies scattered ore the...

THROUGH THICK AND THIN

Through thick and thin, with shear pride, In war and peace we stand side by side. Still this day we stand so fine, Like those days gone bye of the thin red line. Like those before us we stood our ground When chaos prevailed, all around, Together as one, we protected...

A Dying Soldier

Alone in the shadows enveloped in the bitter cold gloom of death. Darkness creeps and wraps itself around you, it whispers in your ear You cry out to comrades, but they are already gone Inside you’re crying, waiting for that last breath. Numbness shrouds you, it takes...

Ghostly Soldier

The haunting battlefield where the poppies grow Stands a ghostly soldier we all should know Standing tall still and fast Remembering his painful bloody past Slowly, slowly he drops to his knees He whispers a prayer into the breeze Fellow soldiers that fought by his...

A Soldier’s Soul

The silhouette of a soldier lingers in the theatre of war Wandering aimlessly searching for friends once lost Tears of sorrow glisten on his grubby blood spattered cheeks Hollow darkened eyes penetrating deep into the distance Rivers of blood once flowed through the...

Poppies

Poppies are the colour red They represent all the dead Men who died to save their world Men whose relatives are very proud The tears that have been cried Could fill a river far and wide Memories of the ones we love Linger in flight like a dove.

PRIVILEGE

A sympathetic smile, empathy with an underclass An egocentric society that proclaims solidarity Rubbish dump kids become the defenders of privilege Harvested from the underprivileged spawning grounds Destined for unknown fields of conflict Saviours of our democratic...

EXISTENCE

Amongst the multitude, all alone Highly visible, but unseen I feel, but am unfeeling I cry, but the tears are wiped away by ignorance I exist in your subconscious prison Exorcised with willing precision

MINOR LIFE

Friends every which way, but all alone Exploring fields and woodlands Making sense of time and space Sunlight reflecting on the water Losing time beside the stream Small hands making ripples in the flow Minnows dart from searching fingers Brown trout lurking in the...

EYES LEFT

Stiffened back, rhythmic step Sinews stretched, muscles aching Feet weary from a long forgotten dance Pounding heart, proud with sadness Moist eyes meet the marble heart of a nation But no eyes look back LEST WE FORGET

HANGING FIRE

A blinding light as we pass over Showing indifference to the selected souls Do we have a choice? Struggle, rage against the light Fight the spectre, duel the scythe, find a voice Kick and scream as you are sucked into the slipstream We can choose to live!

VETERAN

I played the game I did whats right You scratch my back, buddy buddy The contract, cradle to the grave It´s many years since I paid my dues The contracts broken, I must acknowledge But who speaks for those lives snatched from elusive joys

PASSING BY

Taking stock, wasting time The seasons blur As life passes by Watch your step, lose the pace Listen to the drum As life passes by Strike a chord, miss the beat Watch it on the news As life passes by Take the strain, lose the plot Painful memories Life has passed by

CONSCIENCE

Do you see me? I´m your neighbour, we shared a joke I protected your freedoms I offend the sensibilities of a society that doesn´t care When will you need me again? To fight for your contrived righteousness I´m one step away from insanity But no-one guards my memories...

CIRCLE OF LIFE

My shoes are worn, they leak the rain My arse is hanging out The jibes, the spite, the stinging names All combine to set the stage Know your place, don´t speak of joy Find another path in life Run away, be a man Deny your past, don´t let them see Where you´re from, it...

STOLEN MOMENTS

Volcanic feelings, unite in love Vows of fidelity, two as one First cries, first steps Wet the baby´s head Friends and brothers, all as one Loved ones waving, inner fears Deep breaths, pushing limits Gritting teeth, silent prayers Bloody corpses, sweat and tears Sweet...

WELFARE STATE

Blue skies, blue days and nights The bottle calls relentlessly The opiate for the masses, now contrived reality Death by media, life on-line No more touching, living lies Tell your story, fifteen minutes of fame Instant gratification, lifelong misery The lunatics are...

THE MASK

I want to tell you, but will you pay the price? If I open the gates, can we survive the flood? The emptiness is filled with feelings that swirl and peak Maybe I can hold the mask, just a little while longer

REQUIEM FOR A DREAM

One small step.....! I marvelled as a child Travelled to other worlds Can I be like him? I grew and tasted pain and triumph The silk that holds the ether succumbs, I have arrived, I have conquered fear, I am invincible Fleeting youth moves aside with the onslaught of...

Self-medication

You embrace my soul and warm a longing heart Fill my lonely existence with comfort on empty days You take away my inhibitions and release the laughter behind the mask Give meaning to my pain, my feelings find a voice The friend in time of need, your hospitality is...

25 Years On

Can´t sleep, afraid to dream Can´t wake, too tired for lack of sleep Can´t love for fear of losing Losing you because I can no longer love Days turned upside down No focus, no structure Time disappears without recollection I plan so much, but achieve so little...

Antipodean Sunset

Blood red sky, violent Silence that grips the senses Wind that cuts to the bone, but dries the flesh Sudden stillness of the sunset that calms our fears The soundtrack of our lives haunting, sometimes vivid Clinging to a thought of a lover far away Summer turned to...

Disabled

I have been labelled What am I worth? In a society that doesn’t care Cost-effective, best practiced, clinically excellent My "best before" date is long since passed Arthritic joints compete with wasted muscles Body couch-bound and clamped in situ A life without...

Comfortably Numb

Running the corridor that never ends Searching relentlessly the wall of doors Revisited by smells and visions Vivid as the reality that shattered into my consciousness Dulled by alcohol and indifference Warmed by the hearth of a strange fire Do you know this place?...

The Abandoned Soldier

The eyes betray the pain Hollow, empty eyes A lifetime in one glance Blinking moist with sadness In search of understanding Barely holding back the tear Alone, standing to attention A solemn sight for all to view A stubborn look about the face Lips taught with embers...

Think

Think of all the men Who died for you and me Who were all out there when We were having tea Think of how they felt Going out to war Think of how they must have knelt To pray before the lord Out to save their country They knew what they had to do Ready to carry out...

Absence

The paint swept across the easel Frenetic, wild, and out of control Imagining a canvas there………. There being none; Its tears fell to the floor Pooling into a cascade of colour On the cold, stone tiles Of the deserted artists studio

Friends; Always

She sent me a feather From her gossamer wings Knowing I needed comfort Belief and her support As always My heart skipped a beat As I picked up the feather And held it soft in my hand As I will hold the memory of her With me, always Such a gentle feather Like the...

Tranquillity

Oh dear sweet woodland of pure tranquillity Oh how I bathe in your ethereal beauty Nature’s cathedral in majestic splendour, Rising, aspiring, saluting the sky Let not it silence fool you, nor its stillness belie For if you pause a moment upon your passing through...

Seashell

My shell is my home but without table and chairs Just a cool empty space in which to lay my head Do I get pleasure from being afloat in the salty sea? Do I gleefully scoff as I escape the trawler man’s nets? Do I find comfort in clinging steadfastly to the rocks? Do I...

Our Journey

Some talk of love between two folk Like mist from silky streams That gathers in the hollow like gently flowing dreams Some others don’t quite see it They don’t have the same They don’t see what’s special And find it all quite lame And then there’s me and you My Girl...

Words I Wanted to Say

It’s nearly time to say goodbye Will it be forever? My heart is breaking more each day. Why can’t we go together? I love you, I love you I want to say. Don’t leave us yet Just one more day. There are so many words I’ve yet to say But I can’t catch my breath. The dread...

POETRY, A GENTLE MAN

He is a country man, a quiet simple man, And more, he has seen the Red Kites at play, High in the sky, whirling, diving in aerobatic flight. And he has seen the Buzzards in courtship, In mid-air. Almost colliding, they gently touched . Never impeding their fast flight...

Forces Child

My child is four. He has had four different bedrooms In four different houses. His closest friends have moved Far away from where they once played. He is fortunate that his father is at home, But fears a time when things will change. On his fourth day at nursery he...

The teacher

On Sundays they would arrive all eager and keen Determined to become the best there had been For soldiering they had elected to train to become To march and to serve to the beat of the drum New faces and haircuts and clothing to wear Kiwi polish and brasso was the...

A FORGOTTEN SOLDIER

Why did I not ask the questions? A man with so much to say! I regret the time that was wasted And now he’s passed away. The snippets, the funny stories Time spent in India and Rangoon But when it came to the serious business Always something to be done - and soon! I...

CONCEALED BEHIND BRICKS AND MORTAR

Broken is the soul that hides lies, silently Behind a cowardly veneer… Like an outlaw Honesty hides in wait… Using facades and hidden ways to get through awkward days… Bright and shiny ones like sun rays. Angry ones with screaming eye balls that make thunderous calls...

MY FATHER

I wear his Dog-tags round my neck His “ Burma Star “ hangs on the wall My Dad he was a “ Chindit “ A long, and a Short, and a Tall A member of “ The Special Force “ The Mule became his friend Deep within the jungle A hero till the end A telegram to my Mam was sent...

THE WITCHING HOUR

A raven croaked, flitted across the castle ruins. Pale streaks of moonshine casting shadows. Weird shapes of ruined walls looked menacing. The witching hour neared its time. A shrieking witch, long nosed and pointed hat, Broomstick and cat screamed around the castle...

ON BEHALF OF MY LIFE

Once upon a time in the heaven, I've met a stranger person, expressing his desire for a birth, atleast once on the earth. I qouth against his desire, lots of problems and briar, stay only in this beautiful empire, trust me,i'm not a lier. He ignored my true...

A DERVISH VALE

Crimson soul agile afar, Intrinsic jaunt with glaring star, Tepid vein in algid shire, Obversing mantel across briar. Enjoying jest life with howl, Jovial charade without foul, Frolicsome school carolling swirls, Zealous seraphim’s sprinkling pearls. Thaw! upheaval...

THE ELIXIR OF LIFE

I’ll tell a tale of nightmares Of spooks and Ghostly things I’ll tell a tale of Hallowe’en And fear that nightime brings In Welsh it’s “ Nos Calan Gaeaf “ In English “ Hallowe’en “ Along the Anglo Borders It’s something in-between Jack-o- Lanterns, lit by candles...

A SCARY EDITION

Darker skies close in this night I scurry back to home I close all windows shut the door I fear that spirits roam I sit there scared and listen The wind picks up and then The creaks and sounds that fill the air Gives chill to hearts of men A sudden knock against the...

PARTY AT THE RUINED CASTLE

Skeleton walls, windows, archways, Open to north winds treacherous blows, Dark forbidding skies, beckon thunder, A weak moon cowers behind its cover. Then a thunderous clap of thunder, Closely followed by a snaking lightening strike, Lightening up the castle ruins, A...

THE HILL BACK HOME

From North and East, from South and West, I've made my way back home, And many were the sights I saw When I was want to roam, But there's one sight I'll not forget So long as thoughts remain, It's a hogsback called "The Wrekin" Standing proud on Shropshire's plain....

The Cup and Saucer Tree (Epilogue)

Dark clouds scurrying across the sad sky, Rushing together, to be darker still. Bonded in blackness, to start a big storm. A message of doom! Then, the rain drops fell. Pulling off the road, I stopped the car, Staring in horror at the place you should be, Refusing to...

The Cup and Saucer Tree (Prologue)

Insects humming to green speckled leaves. Rays of bright sunshine dancing with flitting shadows, All tuned to the touch of the summer breeze. That's how it was and has always been, and will remain .Secured in my mind. As a young boy I gazed up at your beauty, Admiring...

WHO DARES DIES

I hear the sirens wailing The blue lights flashing fast Coming from the distance Down the Motorway at last A woman’s head I’d cradled Ejected from her car The carnage all around her Death near, yet not so far The life is draining from her Like wine, her blood is...

THE WAR CEMETERIES, BELGIUM

Row upon row Impressive fields of white Headstones and crosses Required reading for all. Take in the carved ages A whole host of young men Names from the age of conflict Fallen men from all corners Units of remembered victims A Commonwealth of soldiers. Meander and...

THE MENIN GATE AT YPRES

It looks like the Arc de Triomphe But the names mean so much more Not a dated list of battles But fallen heroes by the score. Every one a missing soldier Totals difficult to understand Sent forward like herds of cattle To fall in fields on foreign lands The list is...

%

of people exposed to mass violence have been shown to develop PTSD

Million Adults are diagnosed with PTSD during a given year

Women are 2x more likely to suffer from PTSD than men