Poems

Play

A child's screeched retort, distorted by young sport childrens' swarming transport in the car-harbour port. Loud-voiced anger rebounds, tantrum-tempered sounds echo 'midst summer's day. Afternoon's angered play beneath the hot sun's spray, pecking order on display.

Crosstalk

"You are Emanuel Nailmaker the Seventeenth?" "Yus!" Sniffs and then spits on the floor and clatters his teeth. "You make ... nails ... What are nails?" "Nailing. Nails ain't they. Nail-nails!!" "For what purpose are they?" Sighs, spits, clatters, "You see them trees,...

Brew Time

I have never enjoyed a cup of tea more Than with your mates on a hill when your knackered and sore The pain goes away with the jokes and the crack You cant even feel the Bergen blisters burst on your back The simple taste of the tea is not earl grey or PG Tips It...

Over There

Another British soldier lies dead over there, Mr Blair Do you care? He died in your illegal War Mr Blair They should not be there You once wore your CND hippy badge Mr Blair Now you send our brave men and woman to War Mr Blair You don’t care Your sons and daughters...

A Dull Day

A dying tree stands beneath my window, rent and torn by wind and weather, its skin a coloured orange from the fungal Rusts. The sky has a sheened-grey, dull aspect and desolate drizzle hides the distance. Stark trees standing forlorn and water-logged, their remnants...

Grammatical Exercise using ‘here’ and ‘now’

Where is here? Here, here is here. Here, as a wraith of shadow, here And here, over here. There? No, here. Here is now? Not now, but now - now. Also, henceforth now, therefore now, Now thence, and therefore, whence now. Here and now is terminal life, Death but an aged...

Christmas time

John opened his eyes on Christmas day a season of goodwill to all some say Over 30 years now since that Christmas day that he held his friend in his arms his life ebbing away 25th December 1967 a 19 year old marine slipped quietly away to heaven John cried so much in...

PTSD

I'm happy and sad Compassionate and bad Can't sleep at night Can't do anything right I wanna be alone But not on my own I'm in love but I hate I'm a burden on the state I'm possessed by the war I killed what for? I see shrinks I see doc's Remember my arctic socks I'm...

The Garden

The sun-warmed smell of turpentine pine in the late afternoon to dusk sunshine. Four eider ducks are nestled together, rustling their feathers, beside the river. Riots of sunbeams scatter their warm light to catch the airy, flowing swallow's flight. A red squirrel...

?

Along the road outside, petrol-driven demons Demonstrate their wills; hurtling sermons To some modern, mechanical Hell. Fire and Damnation may delve and dwell In 'Priestley' minds, but God Cars career To some greater, better Hell, we hear. Faster, faster, less and...

Cleanse me

Wash away my hatred and black pain Cleanse my soul of this earthly madness Creator if you have created why? Some sort of sick joke? Death Oh how a comfort it becomes To love to hate to Kill You have had your fill I bow at the feet of What? Its comical even though it...

Rifle Oil

Oh that comforting smell of rifle oil Cold metal against skin Strength through superior firepower Objective is to win Advance to contact rounds firing a wall of steel Dead mans click its bayonnet time Dear God this is for real I stab at the flesh Through fingers they...

Herne Bay Kent

The mist creeps seawards. The sea rattling against the pebbles; Mist, sky and sea, altogether; Rusty steel collars of the well-rotted Wooden uprights along the breakwater; Flints and conglomerates pebble banked Between the sea and the promenade; Black headed gulls...

Speed

My son sleeps in the cemetery; He is innocent commentary Against the pathwayside Power urge, Of some Motorist's auto-cross surge. "My God!! I didn't see him..." "But I always come this way..." "My God!! I didn't know him..." "I save ten minutes this way..." My son...

Coming Of Age

The guns fell silent his ears ringing like church bells Warm sunlight hit his face like a smile from God The mist of battle drifted over his friends, no one spoke Filling his lungs with air he could taste the cordite Eyes stinging he thought of nothing He was alive He...

Seasons Greetings

The soldier sat in the packed bar all alone Drinking his whiskey Laughter and youthful exuberance filled the room But could not penetrate the armour of his heart His back against the wall giving him security With all round defence They never noticed him He liked it...

Somebody Somewhere

Oh where do those big blue beautiful eyes go, when your not a one with me, Perhaps to your world of contentment where everything’s safe and sound, I wish for you to be in my world if only for just one day, It wasn’t to be, and what you’ve achieved has made so terribly...

Back from Iraq

My friend, the dark has taken you - Wrapped your mind, soul. And your beautiful body and hart is stung into past traumatic paralysis. I feel your fear and taste your tear and touch your dead living limb and blink when you dive for cover. You cant see me and I cant...

SEA OF FACES

See us! We are not just pictures Pieces of a tableau Or parts of a mosaic To make you weep We lived and breathed Held children in our arms Hugged family before we left And many only have that memory Think only of us as we were Not this two dimensional nothingness That...

What are we doing?

Sitting watching all this news the fighter jets and all their crews The army sending in some more to fight this endless foreign war How much money will they spend? How many children will they send? How many wounded minds to tend? These boys and girls, how will they...

ARBEIT MACH FREI

Off the train to waiting dogs schnell! schnell! and misery’s slog heil seig heil! from Aryan eyes Nazi flags and darkening skies. Tattoo needles sneer and snarl rasping all with ugly gnarl spectacles piled in blinding heap golden teeth corrode and weep. Sons and...

Dearest Annie

Having seen your website I only but knew My poems had to go on there To help get through I now know well after a year That while you sat and wrote to me You had job responsibilities your own life to steer I often sit and I wonder What does our dearest Annie look like?...

Kayleas Guradian Angel

The day I die I wish to lie With two coins placed upon my eyes So that my soul may rest in peace and grace You may say I may not be here in person, But you and I know I will always be here As your guardian angel. To love and protect you Through thick and thin And...

Life

Life gives chances to find out who you are to find out where to go to find your own shadow Live issues decisions for you to make chances you could take visions of your fate Life bestows People for you to love people for you to hate people who’ll you forsake Life...

All Quiet

A moments silence amidst the victory. will the hustings hush for remembrance? for one young man of the war machine, one cog consigned to the silent scrapheap, where concrete ears are discreetly deaf …to the grief of reunion tears. Keeping his kit forever clean, she...

The way you touched me

The way you touched me just wasn’t right, You didn’t even hold me tight. The way you touched me felt so cheap, All I did all night was sit up and weep. The way you touched me made me feel so unsure, It felt like there wasn’t love there anymore. The way you touched me...

Autism

I am as I Asperger, One mind, one man. An alien in an alien world. I do as I 'aut' is my defined path. I, the great 'I', Alone, outside, Looking at people & never understanding emotions - 412 faces - I am blind. I need silence & to choose a sound, But hear cacophony....

A spider in the cuckoo clock

There's a spider in my cuckoo clock No wonder it keeps going wrong' There's cobwebs round each moving part So it's knackered the cuckoo's song. I put the kettle on at ten and then it cuckoos eight, I've missed 'The Archers' twice this week Coz' that bloody cuckoo's...

WAR, BOMBS AND SPAM

We raced outside into the night so cold, Mother tells me I was but two years old, The Anderson shelter was the place to hide, From the nasty bombs of the German side, For what good the shelter was she said, You’re better off in Dad’s potting shed, Or sitting...

WAR’S WARNING

The young men ran to join the queue, As millions more were sure to do, They read the posters on every wall, “Your country needs you” the carrion call, They came from every walk of life, Most men single but some with a wife, All wanted medals with a living wage, To...

The Irish Saga

The Irish aren’t as stupid As we make them out to be They’ve put a lot of water Between the kid’s and you and me. They think we enjoy being here Away from kith and kin With sleepless nights out on the streets Watching them lot make a din There’s no work for our men...

New in Town?

SOMETIMES I GUESS I WAS SOMEONES CHILD SENT OUT THERE TO DIE GOD IM WILD YOU ARE YOUNG YOU ARE FREE BABY YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME. I CHEAT YOU ARE YOUNG YOU ARE FREE BABY YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME. IF I DRINK WOTS THAT REPEAT GOD MAKES YOU THINK GOD GAVE ME HUMOUR I...

Unknown as yet

When the leaves fall away Your church comes into view What can I say? I thought you new My gods not a prefect My god is you So my son life is perfect Why you so blue I thought I had the answers So why am I lookin at you I loved the dancers And the second chance so new...

A perfect summer night

Two lovers enjoy the early evening sun, Their idle chatter disturbed by the arrival of the one. The one who has been drinking, the one who wants to fight. The one who’ll shatter a mind on that perfect summer night. Insults hurled by the one, ignored by the two. But...

Heavens Gate

Up there above the windy sky a million miles or more is a world where every soul is sent in thru a narrow door They are counted as they enter and entered on a roll to ensure that they have made it every single soul Then one by one they are asked where they would like...

Stew

There was an old woman who lived in a shoe, she had so many children she didnt know what to do, So she sliced them and diced them, and made them into stew. Now she works in a cafe and serves them them to you...

Potty time

Its not so much fun to be sat on your bum, on the toilet as everyone peers, But when you're three, every time that you pee is cause for jubilation and cheers. But what if I poo ? What then will they do ? Buy me a dress with lace oh so frilly ? Or if one of each, how...

A Cat does His Best

It’s a stressful life, dear, being a household cat, Although the challenges keep me from getting too fat. It’s the exercise, dear, that I have to perform, In my daily pursuit of trying to keep warm, It prevents me, dear, from growing like a balloon. You see I change...

The Dragon

I seen this dragon in the sky. I seen its tabs and blood-red eye. I seen its scales and seen its wings I seen its bum and dangly things. And then I seen it belchin’ smoke. And trumpin’ little bits of coke. And weein’ red-hot jets of steam. And then I woke up from me...

Milk

If only I could reach the handle, To open the door so shiny bright, And get my paws on the cold white nectar, Then drink it all by the built in light. If only they could see how much, I’m tempted when they pour it out. I watch it falling in their coffee, Tumbling from...

Pardon?

It's frequently said, after I’ve gone to bed, That I might have a terrible trait, It’s not that I drool, pick my nose or am cruel, It’s more that I’m deaf 'coz I’m eight. It's also been said, that I’m easily led, And I really could do with some training, Poor Mum and...

This Is Me!

I play on the stairs, without any cares, And I talk to myself while I play. It’s not that I'm mad, nor happy, nor sad, It’s because this is me - I am Faye!

Puddles

It's late at night; I can't find the light; And I'm desperate to go for a widdle, But I don't need my mum, as I've rolled on my tum, And fallen asleep in the puddle.

Nobody Knows

Nobody knows if I wriggle my toes, When my foot is inside my welly, But everyone knows, where all the gas goes, That rumbles around in my belly.

Sarah’s Dance

There wasn’t much wrong, With the wonderful song, Sarah sang to keep Faye entertained. Except she danced on the bed, With her pants on her head, What a strange thing to do for a friend!

A Day at the Zoo

We went to the zoo, For an hour or two, And the best thing we saw was the otter. Not the monkeys or gibbons, Nor camels in ribbons, In fact nothing resembling my daughter

Another Day at the Zoo

We went to the zoo one bright Sunday morning, In the hope that we’d have some good weather, Now I have to say we had a lovely day, And my daughter is still a big blether!

Amazing

My daughter Faye is amazing! She really beggars belief, How at 8 o’clock in the morning, She can sing while brushing her teeth!

The Faye Bird

A funny beast is the Faye bird, It likes to stand on the mud. But if it tries to run, It lands on its bum, With a truly ear-shattering thud!!!

ADEN REUNION 2002

They came from counties far and wide, Ex-servicemen who served with pride, In Aden, (that’s a port in Yemen), From the year of sixty seven, To a reunion planned by Ian, Of English, Welsh and Jacobean, Many of them are now retired, With stories that are still inspired,...

THE BLOOD OF WAR

He sits and watches his crimson flow, As he feels his furrowed forehead glow, Consternation slowly dawns just then, As his beating heart falls silent when, His body, cold with sweat, he’s felt, As he fumbles with his now tight belt, Trying to push back coils of his...

DEATH IN THE SKY

Into his Spitfire, the bullets flew, How could it happen to one of the few, Who had shot his share of pilots down, Whilst laughing deliriously like a clown, Now his turn to die was here at last, His life becoming forfeit to the past, Was it because God thought him...

Daddy’s Day

It’s Daddy’s day my daughter said, I made a card is Dad in bed? We made his tea with biscuits too And sneaked upstairs (he had no clue) There he was fast asleep And out the end we saw his feet We said "Surprise it’s Daddy’s day" He woke all sleepy and said "Hooray"!...

Men of Steel

you men of steel do you really know how i feel. im a deep soul nice to you but hey hell right iraq i believe in but ill stay here tonight even if thats a sin i love my country so whats new expcept the poems and feeling blue well mr my god aint short of cash neither my...

Beast

There is a beast inside me I don’t know what it is It hides deep down within me I don’t know where it lives. I never know when he’s around He comes and goes at will. I don’t want him to come around, And yet he visits still. He starts to heat my feet, A flame burning...

WAR STORY

Transfixed by Kitchener’s finger they signed up by the score heroes waved away with cheers where jeering turned to war. In order not to miss the fun they smartened up their kit these soldier boys were lied to led away, and blown to bits. They found themselves in...

ON GUARD

The Cenotaph soldier stands a post a glorious youth from a slaughter of ghosts. His soul enthroned for all to see Lee from Enfield 303. He never got beyond the trench where life was worn-out, warred and wrenched. He fell as night, in nameless place and frozen earth...

Guard Drill

Left-right, left-right, left-right, "Guard will turn to the right," left-right, left-right, "Right turn:" two-three, left stamp, left-right, "By the right, Guard, eyes right:" right pace, left pace, eyes right, left-right, left-right, left-right, "Guard, eyes front,...

The Self Loading Rifle

"Self-loading rifle, seven-point-six-two, length fifty-two inches with large size butt, MV: seven-hundred-twenty-per-sec. Number EIGHT! Look this way! WAKEY, WAKEY! Take that tank-drill sabot shot for a run TEN times round the square and STAY AWAKE!! Number three are...

The Caretaker

Caretaker, caretaker, why are you here? Caretaker, caretaker, have you no cheer? Visitors, if you come, bring your own cleaner and cook, rations and washer, and pad-locker. Visitors, if you come, please DO remember the Duties, and the food for the caretaker. Bring...

The Kitchen

The walls and ceiling are heat-slicked grease Covering an inadequate white. Scant. The yellow linoleum: now grimy, Now smelling of too much disinfectant And carrying tracks of mildewed grease. Lino.. Roof for a secret, insect world. Cockroaches compete with beetles,...

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A Day at the Ranges – from Dawn until Evensong

DAWN: The grey and wind-blown and dry dust, raised in clouds by the breezy gust; the tank echelon soldiers "cussed" the clinging of the sandy dust: link, link, link, lay-the-track - link, HECK-toring, rattling, metal clink; black, rubber feet cushioning the track'd...

I’M SORRY

I feel sorry for you. For the horrors, That you’ve seen. For the way your mind, Has ceased to cope. I feel sorry for your wife. For the terror, That you feel. For the inability, To know. I feel sorry for your children. Who don’t know, What is a shadow? And what is...

WILD LIFE

The flora,the fauna The Canberra’s sauna Horses and sheep. To sing you to sleep. You smell of shit Your body’s sweat. No birds, no bee’s No trees no leaves. 5,000 penguins Fill the beaches The hills, the houses The ships. 5 Bde Is finally here.

Yes, I am crazy

Tonight, while I should be in bed I’m thinking about you I wonder why you didn’t e-mail me And what, at night, you do You must believe I’m crazy And, hey, it may be true The only thing that keeps me sane Is my eternal love for you

When I said good-bye, I didn’t mean forever

As the 8th grade nears its end I say my good-byes Until next year, my friends Anytime you want, just stop by Well spend our time hanging out Sending our teeth into rot I’ll start off the remember-when’s And you’ll recall what I forget I’ll confess all there is to...

Things I’ll never get to say

I hear you’re moving to North Carolina Is this true, what they say I don’t really want you to leave Why can’t you just stay You say, your parents are forcing you I say that they can rot You say, don’t look so sad, okay For forget you, I’ll not You say that I was a...

Truths

Truths were what I wanted Lies are what you told You lied, thinking I’d never find out You were pretty bold Now I know the truths, I think They’re just what you said in reverse From your cup of love I did drink Now I’m living with this curse The curse of not knowing...

Things I’ll never say Part 2

Years have passed without word from you So, every night I cry You’d e-mail me if you really knew What I am feeling inside Years pass But not my love for you So when I see you in lunch I can’t believe it’s true I push through the crowd And then you see me too Now...

Fairy Tales

I cry a little puddle trail To insanity I was driven I know that my life won’t be a fairy tale For now the truth has risen You must know this too It seems For you make it just so You make my life so miserable Please leave and let go You tell me why you do these things...

Book of Poetry

In my book of poetry Is where I put the truth? In my book of poetry You’ll read of my blooming youth The book contains My sorrow My pain The books contains My virtues What I’ve gained The book contains Stories of those whom I love And those whom I hate The book...

My friend

I think about you every night, my friend Everything I own right now, I would lend I think about the time we’d spend, my friend, you and I I don’t think this feeling will ever end, my friend, until I die My friend, to you I’m a “cool chick” I’m like your little sister...

A lie

Call it whatever A “Not Important” A “Slipped Your Mind” But I’ll call it what it really is A lie

Kitchener’s Man

'Tis the sound of the feet, my boy, 'Tis the sound of the marching feet; 'Tis the sound of the bugle's joy, 'Tis the sound of the drummer's beat, 'Tis the sound of the fifer's toy; 'Tis the sound of the War-Call meet. They’re calling for volunteers, (but it'll be over...

The Military Marchers’ Fault Finding Guide

Marcher marches: Marcher stops: Stoppage: Immediate Action: Check: Pack, large; Battle webbing; Respirator; Helmet, steel; Poncho; Kit, gas; Sling, rifle; Rifle; Mags; Ammo; Bayonet; Tool, entrenching; Water; Salt; Rations; Bag, sleeping; Clothing, spare; Weight gone:...

Trying for the light

My tongue lashed soul whispers to yours you need to find love my friend go and open some doors I'll be with you till the end I can’t give you back your body parts but I can tell you you’ve got souls in your hearts you’ve got me why so blue I’m not brave and I'm no...

Granddad’s Fun

Granddad is such a lovely chap, Thinks the Grandson on his lap, Not that Granddad says so much, Just a nod, a wink and such, He’d taught him to play dominoes, And other games that he now knows, He helps him light his cigarette, But not quite understanding yet, What on...

Any Soldier To His Son

What did I do, sonny, in the Great World War? Well, I learned to peel potatoes and to scrub the barrack floor. I learned to push a barrow and I learned to swing a pick, I learned to turn my toes out, and to make my eyeballs click. I learned the road to Folkestone, and...

This is NOT A POEM

This is not a poem as such, More a Rhyme for a Gouv,t out of touch, You take from families that have paid & paid, Look at Norn Iron and enoughs been said. We as Soldiers know what to do, And still we follow orders from,and given by the likes of you, When our MEN &...

Suvla

Tis not my home that I defend On this hostile, distant shore Whose coves and beaches run with blood Now I ask myself, what for? Where friend and foe in kinship died Where they fell like autumn leaves Celebrate their precious memory Else no-one still believes This...

Sp’s

These mutterings from the old and bold brigade Whence young and fit, Were the lions of England, who roared And didst defend this mighty country’s shores Through their bravery and their deeds Are these then the same men Who now old, cackle and wail Pointing the finger...

Out Of Body Experience

We walked across the hills together we didn't care about the weather The wind was cold, the sun was bright, over the hills and out of sight Onto youth we held so tight, no day went by without a fight Years passed by when hope did fail, the light went out when I was...

Fragile World

Seasons changing getting worse Could this be the industrial curse The price we pay for our inventions Killing the world by good intentions The more we learn the less we know As another step forward means something must go Lost in a mindless search for speed Instead of...

WHOM THE HERO

The war hero lays there weak and stilled, At death’s door eighty years he’s filled, But the essence of his very soul, Has not begun to reach its goal, He’d fought bravely in the war, On the Somme, gassed and more, He’d got his medals for being brave, As the enemy...

Our Son’s

He is gentle, kind and caring, A giant amongst men, He cares, he gives, and he loves He’s gone to war! Jeans and T-shirt That’s my son Full of life Full of fun He’s gone to war! His smile is oh so gentle His eyes are full of love Protect and keep him safe I pray to...

Another mans War!

My baby’s all grown up now, and fighting another mans war Although still a child himself, he’s on an Iraqi tour I can’t explain my feelings of helplessness and despair My need to hold and hug you, and show you that I care My thoughts are always with you, I’ve shed a...

Mind Out

We proudly serve our Queen and Realm, Many years of taking crap, shafted even You know what I mean, starting out fresh faced Finishing up a cynical wreck Remembering the mind games you used to play whilst on stag, We actually imagine folks back home give a shit, We...

Night Whispers

I sometimes hear the whisper of my softly spoken name. Sometimes I hear them tapping, upon the window frame. Or I can see their shadows dart, like the flicker of a flame. And then I hear them, temptingly, invite me to their game. The sceptics queue to tell me, that...

TRAVELLER RETURNS

You were brought home On the wings of a metal angel To your body’s final resting place No fanfares marked your return Only the booming pain in our hearts That you were no longer ours God had taken you to join His celestial forces Our countries flag draped you As my...

Our Hearts and Minds

In a place some call the "Emerald Isle," for the past year or two has been home. I'd never have guessed the effect it would have on a man with a heart made of stone. I knew not a thing of "the troubles" out here, but I learnt as my life trickled by. The country so...

A Thousand Roses

I laid a thousand roses every where you walked on each a piece of my undying heart all the time I watched the people as they talked but to me it was just the start Every time my heart beats it's you who are inside my head like a disease you are the universe but yet...

Trust in Love

Oh god I'm floating so high above our humans dying the ones left wondering why and who are the ones REALLY lying? I feel guilty everyday when the bodies come back I tell them I’m an ex soldier but all I got was the sack I am lost between anger and a pretend world...

In Training

I joined up on the Monday Me eyes were full and bright By Tuesday they were black and blue I’d landed in the shite I marched along all tall and proud Me corporal shouting words It wasn’t how he shouted But he called us little turds I weren’t a happy chappy Of that you...

Je Touché Moi

Death passed me by, but he touched my soul. While his scythe of fiery lead, cut a swathe through the pre-morn light. Bony fingers plucked holes in mortal flesh. To quench the reaper’s thirst. He passed me by, this time.

Why

I’ve walked the leafy lanes of England. Climbed the daunting mountains of Wales. I’ve sat cramped in Irish darkness, whilst my Scot’s blood boiled. I’ve lived like a cowboy, on the north American plains. Drank for tomorrow, and the day after that. I’ve listened to the...

Missing You

I miss you in the morning When I wake up from the night. I miss the kiss you gave me As you snuggled up to hold me tight. I miss you through the long, long days, You’re not there when I call your name. I miss you in the evening time, Now I’m alone, it’s not the same....

Looking Out’ The Window

Looking out’ the window Into the dead of night I see the stars far up above, The moon it shines so bright. The shadows in the garden And cats upon the prowl, The silence it is broken By the hooting of an owl. Looking out’ the window, As the morning starts to break,...

Love of My Life

Last June, before the summer came, I lost my love, Now life can never, ever be the same. My love, before the illness struck, Had hair of Gold, And laughter light, and bright as any brook. And then, before we’d said goodbye, My love was gone And dark clouds hid the...

%

of people exposed to mass violence have been shown to develop PTSD

Million Adults are diagnosed with PTSD during a given year

Women are 2x more likely to suffer from PTSD than men