Poems

Folly

What makes men do what they do Shatter lives that seemed so perfect Disrupt the lines of existence Hurt those that had there respect Why do they create antagonism Where only peace once reigned Kill wives,brothers,children Mouth platitudes-all feigned This world could...

Confidence

As Confidence goes There is none to show Beyond this smile, And youth features I myself have no confidence to show. With a hopeful mind, And bitter sight The confidence is still a mighty fright As confidence is reflected Upon me, myself and I There is no hope Of...

Tick Tock

I have exactly 5 mins on the clock Tick, tock, tick, tock Till I return to the key …. With hours to pursue I’ll manage to break through Put on a dim smile, Like I never Knew As I have exactly 5 mins on the clock Tick, tock, tick tock. …… when will the world learn to...

Sky Poem

I have not yet, Seen the sky form Beneath the sea Let the waves oversee me Let the crystal forms of salt Approach the inner soul With utmost power I shant dwell The pity of faith Is beyond me … I have not yet seen the Sky form beneath the sea.

The Forever Guard

They guard there, holding the line, Frozen in memory and time, Watching across the splintered land, Together forever they will stand. All faces marked with bitter years, Streaked with both rain and tears, Still waiting for that fateful shell, As these young men guard...

The Major

Life is a story waiting to happen As page by page it yields A perfect image of any subject Which covers so many different fields But this is the tale of a young lad Who dreamed as teenagers may What was his ultimate goal in life Which Career would he choose at the end...

Wives of War

The sleepless nights the screams of pain, the trauma from war drive me insane Fallen soldiers names I know of by heart, the contestant fighting is ripping me apart Hearing the orders that got a man killed, I try so hard but am turning to pills An argument erupts and...

Winning Determination

I was on patrol in foreign lands, walking in the heat and on desert sands We stopped our vehicles, to set up a VCP, as I stood there on guard, knowing the enemy could see me We checked the vehicles as they passed, then all of a sudden that an earth shaking blast I was...

Why Do You Do It?

You may ask why do what I do? A question so simple an answer so true When you wake up and switch on the TV, do you imagine being at the horrors of which you see How would you feel if you saw something untoward, and you did nothing and a bomb goes off Do you know the...

Welcome Home

We stand and wait for your flight to land, to your home from desert sands The order came you answered the call, you did your duty you gave it your all You do a job that few could do, you did it with passion and honour true In the rain we wait for you flight, we can...

Two Minds

On ceremony parade stand there still, thinking of the fields where men did kill Glory and pride am standing there, memories of battle I’ll never share Am standing there under a thousand eyes, but I see the pair of eyes begging not to die Orders are shouted and we do...

The way of happiness

Full happiness eludes those who seek it… It cannot be bought cheaply or ensnared. Happiness and sadness are closely paired… For happiness is gained through discomfort. Happiness and sadness are of the same. One can’t be happy unless one has been sad… One must balance...

The blackbird song

The blackbird chick asked, “Why does Man not sing as sweet As the blackbird, whose song can make with delightful trill?” The mother blackbird thought long and hard…and then explained, “Because blackbird songs are only for the free… The free of spirit…and of mind....

Beneath my skin

Locked away trapped in silence trying to escape The rage building but kept inside cannot hide much longer Hidden away forever while the voices in my head keep getting louder I can’t hold it much longer this feeling inside me just about to burst I scream for help...

Sunsets and Stars

My heart beat twice as fast As I saw you walk away, I tried to think of all the things To make you stop and say The words I needed to hear from you But you continued on, (and) when you disappeared from sight It hit me, I was alone. I watched the sunset on my own, It...

My saving Grace

The knife thrust in my heart burning hot as it twists the blade turns to flames and I start to fade away As my life quickly weakens the last thoughts appear in my head where will I end up? Will I live again? These questions fill my head as I attempt to block the pain...

The Medic

Electric switch triggered The shrapnel made its way It left the flesh torn It took the life away The medics fought for ages They never had much hope The body left in the bag Tied up with a rope The medics take the body Head back to the base How the hell to manage They...

The Doll Who Cried

A doll sits in the corner where it has been for so very long Wondering why this is so and what has it done wrong She still is in the condition she was when she was first made But both she and her owner, it has been so long since they last played Remembering the master...

Confidence that I possess

It is not that I do not possess any … Or that I fear I do, It is what happens when the confidence Becomes ‘I know what to do’ When the mind plays tricks And tells you You know exately what to do But the response Is not the same Not for you …

True cost of War

The bodies on the battlefield an erie smell of death a cry of loss and hopelessness of the carnage strewn around a barbaric symbol of endless war a loss that never ends behind each broken body a family cry and mourn a precious loss of someone special a grief that is...

Military Medics

When the call comes in I go out, no matter what the danger I will answer the shout No matter the weather, the terrain or enemy fire, to save my comrade in arms I will always go out I may be ordered to go to war, to answer the call off the fallen I will not ignore Not...

My fate lies

The morning dew is on the ground The wings are getting fed with rounds, Gallons of fuel fill my plane It’s the waiting that drives me insane, I’ve cheated death I don’t doubt The day will come of my last shout, This war will end of that I know Will I be here? I do not...

Bravely lost

His area filled with pictures, of family back home, allowing his mind to freely roam Children, his wife, and their dog as a pet, one of the happiest families I have ever met His belongings in a bag so neatly packed, he made sure his admin was done before he hit the...

Photo album

Blue padded cover with gold around the outside, images of the past secured on the inside I opened album, the photos I see, they are of my mum and a man who means nothing to me On a seat not so far away, I see my dad looking at me The pages I turn, this man and mum I...

Servicemen and Women

I awoke this morning, I moaned and groaned, I have a job where I want to stay at home I look out the window I see the outside, why can’t I go back to bed and simply hide Bus, car or the early train, commuting in rush hour is such a pain When I was younger I had hopes...

Christmas in the trenches

Christmas Eve had came and gone, it wasn’t long when we heard enemy’s song After some songs a voice we heard, “Merry Christmas Tommy” a German soldier said In the trenches, Christmas had arrived, with this gentle knowledge, our moral thrived In the cold and dark we...

Fate of the Seas

I stood at the bed watching you sleep, knowing that in my heart I will have you to keep I ran my hands through your silky hair, leaving you now is so hard to bare I gently lean over and give you a kiss, my time at sea you will surely be missed I put my boots on and...

Dawn Chorus

Earthen morning Warm blood stirring Territory proclaiming In pureness of singing In step with my walking One’s spirit is lifting Joyously

Waiting for Time

Young lovers met by the sundial. Tracing the channelled dull metal his fingers brushed her gloved hand. Through the silk she felt the charge her heart missing a beat of the clock. Yet the falling shadow remained still. A hint; that now was not the time to love.

When Hope was Born

Hope was born into an African dawn New life breathed, a future bequeathed, First plaintive cries, under African skies When Hope was born. Hope was born into an African dawn Nurtured from seed, she sought to feed First suckle of breast, under African behest When Hope...

The Hope of Spring

Fire smouldered in the belly of spring, erupting from splitting paper-skin bulbs, upwards in shooting green of flame licking colours; seeking the feeding air. Whilst at its heart, it burned with a passionate longing; for another triumphant year!

Below the Depths

Under the depths we lurk unseen, the smell of diesel and no shower to clean We find a convoy and cruiser escort, we take the gamble and go for the shot We line up in front they are ahead if we get this wrong we could be dead We run silent we run slow, we fire tubes...

Last Words

My last inspiration came from here, And I wrote it down as I shed a tear, Knowing that this may be my last, And throwing everything into the past. All the memories of what I’ve done, All the thoughts of joy and fun, Intermingled with the sadness and pain, Washed away...

Benedictus

Believe you will lose…and you are beaten, Before you have given your all. Think that success is just fleeting… And disquiet on you will befall. There is but one future for losing… There is but one time for defeat; To be judged with the rest…at the end of the quest,...

The Final Triumph

When all is considered…when all is said and done… When the immeasurable depths of the oceans have been measured… When the vast numbers of countless stars have been counted… When the far distant narrowing of the long road meets the unmeetable horizon… When the strain...

What Is Freedom?

Freedom is like a breath of fresh air Freedom is being allowed to think Being able to express your feeling Without being persecuted for your beliefs Without freedom you are shut away from reality You become en trapped within your mind Your very existence becomes...

In the footsteps of our Father’s

Standing in the shadows of were our forefathers once stood. Patrolling in the rain, and living in the mud. Standing in the shadow of were our forefathers once stood Writing our own history but the ink becomes our blood. Standing in the shadows of were our forefathers...

Infants tears for infanteers

So young so bright, tall and lean. Fine young soldiers still nineteen. Mother’s sons not long left school. Smart in combats, feeling proud and cool. Is this why their called INFANTeers. They all stand out from the crowd. Shoulders back, heads high and proud. Faces...

Bye Mucker

I’ll try to build a picture, as you relax in the comfort of your home. Try to show you the horror, and the fear of the unknown. Hopefully let you see inside of your minds eye. The face of a friend as you sit and watch him die. But is seeing believing, when you have...

Not all scars can be seen

There are injuries and pains visible to all, Breaking an ankle kicking a ball, Falling, hurting your head Then being bandaged up, kept in bed A cut across the arm or hand Might need a visible plaster band Or a stitch or two holding it till healed With a bandage or...

The far side of the Room

I sit in gloom On the far side of the room Happy in the dusk light Away from all things happy and bright I sit in the dark side of the room Contemplating my inevitable doom Silent and sullen I sure appear to be While troubling visions and thoughts plague me In the...

Darkness

The pitch darkness of night Does not cause me fright I can walk happily in the dark On hills, or the streets or in a park. It is a two edged sword I would explain to you On the streets there are dangers, one or two I am hyper-vigilant, sneaking up on me You will find,...

Barbed Wire is a Language

Barbed wire is the Esperanto of repulsion: A written language of jags and scribble. It is a ribbon of the Underworld, An Ariadne's cord, leading Through war's wreckage, its hovels And palaces. Its songs, its hum Stalk in gloomy triumph through hospital corridors,...

PTSD

Decades later, there are days when it is forgotten, until some flickering image or incoherent sound commands an unwanted replay of the old news. Silent whispers in the dead of night recreate those moments when images of family flash past, preceding playback of combat...

Will you remember ?

The final re-union will be here soon enough; all those long tables set with candelabra and gleaming plates. The chairs empty; silent and untended. No more cold Remembrance Day parades in gray November rain, with mournful bugles calling across lowered flags for those...

As all soldiers die

I can’t remember the last time I felt my mother’s warm embrace I don’t even remember when I last looked upon her beautiful face I’m not that sure if my memories are false but I think she loved me most of all But I might be wrong she probably loved all of her children...

Enlistment

“Give it back you bastard” you’ve no right to take it away I never signed for this you knob it was never mentioned on the day All I was told was “a trade you can learn some travelling maybe some fun” Who the hell came up with this idea who thought it was fun with a...

Feelings

I wish I had emotions just like the others do To feel the things that others feel to feel how I feel for you I want to feel the love if my love for you is right I know the love I used to have but I lost that in a fight I lost all of my ability to feel just like others...

From a Mother

Please hear me dear lord as when I say “I ask for your loving grace” I ask for you” take this broken child and keep him in your loving arms” This broken body I offer to you knowing the value of what is inside I know no wounds or burns matter; please keep him from more...

I am ready

I walked with my father A mere slip of a lad Listened to tales of my culture Being told by my Dad I walked with my brothers Though run may be more true As we talked through our childhood And annoyed people like you I walked the plains of Canada Where native Indians...

I live here

A solitary figure trudging through the street a tourist of the town at night Going back over steps he walked before within the confines of his mind To proud to beg but ask he will seeking enough just to sustain Shielding the public from the terror and pain playing in...

Wootton Bassett (after Thomas Hardy)

They buried Gunner Frost beside the church Where all the Frosts had always lain In their high tide marks of quiet lives, But Gunner Frost was not the same: Where giant skies meet giant hills Gunner Frost was quietly killed. Yet part of that far land Will Gunner Frost...

The Royal Marine Medic

When young you may yearn to be a Military Man And look forward to fulfil your dream Your head is full of various choices And some you may take to extreme You could choose to join the Army as a Soldier Or the RAF to be a pilot and fly There’s always the Navy who are...

Who Will Stand

When tears fall where does the anger go? I have not seen it so I do not know Perhaps it is still waiting for its time I only know the tears are mine When tears fall who hears the scream Or is the painful noise just in a dream It could be waiting for the pain to climb...

PTSD

I couldn’t hurt anymore, could I? I wouldn’t let them do it again, would I? I could tell the people what they've done, couldn’t I I really should follow the orders, shouldn’t I? They will put me back the way I was, wont they They wouldn’t abandon me, would they? They...

Treat Me

How many more tears do you want me to shed? before you listen before you hear what is said you'll find no solution in words in your book you make me a study of each page where you look "I am me" individual I have my own fears when terrors return I cry my own tears so...

The Man I Once Was

I once had a life, an exististence, just like you A woman whose love for me was strong and true Children of mine who brought innocence to my life A whole family unit with myself and my wife. I used to exist where life was a joy In a life filled with children, two...

Suicide by PTSD

I nearly lost my life today when the enemy sneaked up on me I let my guard drop just a shade and that’s all it takes you see I was only smiling to myself feeling at peace with everything I should have known the hurt and pain the enemy can bring He sneaked in fast...

Soldiers

Of course, there are three kinds: There are the cheery young ones, up at the bar: Buying you beers, Showing you pictures of their families. Then, the pomegranate men in an armoured column: Its metal back flexing like a centipede, Its helicopter whiskers, its burr of...

Someone who’s killed

Someone who’s killed makes part of our lives stop. The last snap of the front door behind them Is kept inside a chamber in the heart. Someone who’s killed Can seem to go on forever, standing still. We become their background -trivial, Mundane- with our house keys,...

Civil War

Tomorrow, the Lord of Life and Death Will again be keeper of the public latrines, But today, with stone eyes and a stone hand, I salute him. I knew him before he was powerful. I put money in his pockets and food in his mouth. For him, I ordered the dead to canvas the...

Bombs

Bombs can swim Like jellyfish, and squeeze Precisely: into churches, Books and airport clothes shops Where small silences live in thimbles And cuff link boxes. The giant tortoise silences Live in palace squares Where kings and presidents Inspect their troops, And wave...

Missing Presumed Killed

I was killed then my grave was lost. Once a gypsy read my palm and said I'd own a vast estate. Here it is. I'd have no money worries. That bit was right. My life was dragged in a blanket to this grave By some friends-in a delirium of blood- It was night time. They...

Refugees and Ruins (1)

As the searchlights bandaged its dying air, My mind burned with my city. I watched my people wandering through colonnades Of smoke, searching for the lost Or for new countries. The frontiers of my life have turned to fissures: Beneath the elegant aircraft, like...

Refugees and Ruins (2)

After the first attack,Both our language and our music were beyond repair. The UN and NGOs workmen are doing their best, tidying up. Their wrecking balls and pickaxes break up our metaphors and similes. Look. In ostrich plumes of dust, poems fall, crashing like...

Me109

Every family has its secrets: He had been flying beside us all our lives: At Christmas, birthdays-was an unknown guest at weddings- Present even at games of football beside the pond; Seated gazing up through the mossy Perspex And farm pond frogs, forever, With three...

A Politicians Slaughter

Softened moonlight on glinting deadly steel passing over the battlefield Blood pooled in black, a man’s life left behind the moon still smiling down Shadows casting across a scorched land, torture and death still at hand Misplaced guidance by a misplaced limb, and...

A Poppy

If I could be a poppy I think my life would change I could honour all the fallen who fell where I remain The souls would not be forgotten least not while I stand The soldiers whose lives were given here on this bloody land My petals would fall each evening to remind...

An Angel

An angel watches over me, makes sure that I'm okay An angel listens to me, hears all I have to say She listens to the stories, of pain, of grief and fears She listens and she soothes me as I shed all of my tears An angel holds me closely with her words not in her arms...

I Want To Come Home

Look into my eyes my friend and tell me what you see I fear the answer given, for I doubt what you see will be me I fled this place so very long ago looking for my own inner peace My mind is full but not of me someone else has taken my place I cannot describe the man...

I won’t give up my Memories

It is a sadness you know, which has grown so very old Like an old fable or famous legend that is always being told Both have always had a purpose though only you know what Whether it is to soften the heart or is it to harden the lot The high def scenes of a movie...

Not Again

The soldier stood there laughing joking with his wife Happy just to be back home with his family and a normal life, He had missed the warmth and love they gave each and every touch It felt so good to him to feel the love he had missed so much. The joking and the...

Passing Over

God saw that your loved one was dying It was time to bring him home He called for his finest angels So he would not ascend up to Heaven alone The angels took him by the hand And told him not to fear For they were there to comfort him As his time on earth drew near...

Charity… Where does it begin?

Some say that charity begins at home In some ways, I do agree Personally, I think it starts deeper than that I think charity begins with you… and me Charity is to look inside oneself Deep inside your heart To what compels you to put someone else first Is where true...

Two Deaths in Vietnam

Silent ships nod their sleeping bows as gentle harbor swells rock their hulls in syncopated rhythm. A short time ago the hot afternoon sun dipped below the horizon leaving huge silhouettes of war riding the blackening, blue waters as twilight slipped into darkness....

Wasted life

My child. All your life you smiled, Your temper was mild, You laughed. You lit up my house, And every day in the dark Is a reminder. Sweetheart, I remember the spark, Dancing in your eyes But I lost you.

Feeding the War Gods in this Age of Miracles

I’ve come back to the battlefield for the memorial service. Today, the dead names chime like antique clocks All set at different times. The blue riflemen shoulder arms and walk away, Leaving us to live on through this time of careless miracles Where the dead can speak...

Atomic Bombs

Atomic bombs are shadow cats That move invisibly amongst us, like angels. They purr in Geiger counters, grin Cheshire In ministerial assurances at the despatch box Of their necessity In repelling rats, mice and those in national dress And olive uniforms that our...

The Surgeon Explosive

From a big country, in big plane, I travelled ten thousand miles to be here, To this bed-sized scrap, to this sick land My world has shrunk to. I am examined every moment By the Surgeon Explosive. He takes my pulse. I can feel his binocular gaze pinching me, Running...

Nazi Porn Stars on the Moon

There are no Nazi Porn Stars on the Moon. Humanity can slump into its accustomed chair In front of bearded Taliban on the news. Victory's certain and victory is soon -Remember- There are no Nazi Porn Stars on the Moon. Our enemies now all smoke and do not shave, Are...

Eclipse Of My Sun

Where has the sun gone from yesterday? Since I told you I had to go away, To pack my helmet and combat vest, And fly to war and leave the nest. I know I told you that I would never leave, And that I’ll wear my heart on my sleeve, But I cannot say no when orders come...

The Pride of a Poppy

This is a Poppy, in which we wear, The Pride of Britain, which we can bear. The Poppy, The Poppy, such rich colour of Red, That lies here, in the flowerbed. We wear it, we praise it, we share it's joy, You and me, a girl and boy. We wear these flowers on Armistice...

Party Party

Party, party all the way Celebrate St. Patrick’s day Splash the cash out on some drink Knock it back don’t even think Later on we’ll have some food Whatever cuisine takes our mood This excess will make us belch (Don’t let on we’re really Welsh) St. Patrick’s day is...

Car Crash

The car looks fine from the back as we pull up to a stop, but we can see the debris and the grim faced traffic cop. “You're needed here”, he indicates, “There's three kids in the rear”. He need not mention mum and dad; they are no longer here… Three pairs of hands...

Cough

“Red call please”, Its two in the morning, Call comes through without a warning. “Woman, 30, short of breath”, We hit the road to stop her death. She's somewhere in the heart of town, Blue strobes flash, we hurtle down. Taxis flash and steer away To not impede us on...

OD

The little face with tear-streaked eyes, arms clutching teddy tight. You can't deceive with little lies; protect her from this sight. You thought you had control of it;, this made you feel so good. if that was so, then why the fit there on your parquet wood? So...

Oh No! It’s an ambulance!

Check your mirrors often that is what you're taught So when you see us coming you can do what you aught! When you see blue lights coming from your rear an emergency has happened maybe to one held dear! Driving is a privilege and one that follows rules there are two...

Breech

A screwed up face that makes me smile, had me worried for a while. Lying there and blowing bubbles with no knowledge of your troubles You should have been a normal birth No complications, for what its worth! But, my precious little girly, you decided to come early!...

The blue shoe

The road, it is quiet again in this suburban town. Be thankful for; the gentle rain; the drains the blood washed down. A while ago when we were here with fire men and police winching the lorry cabin clear. Screams that chilled the blood like ice. It's thirty for good...

Bad news I’m afraid

He's shuffled off this mortal coil Gone to a better place Pushing up daisies in a field Gone with pomp and grace Negatively living He exists in a past tense Gone to meet his maker Will not be coming hence No longer using oxygen Of food he's gone right off Walking with...

The Ambulance

The ambulance drives towards the scene Passing cars weaving in between A van of yellow and green Blue lights and sirens scream Paramedic team And EMTs Coming to Rescue You.

999

When you've had an accident that risks your life or limb Or that of someone close to you, then do give us a ring If your life's in peril from an illness or condition Then telephone us: 999, it is no imposition But if you've had a sniffle, that has been around for days...

The Poppy

The Poppy, in Flanders Field, The flower in which we yield. This plant, in which we see, Sorrowful, we can all be. We wear this poppy, on Armistice Day, To remember those, who fought in this way. Those who fought, those who died, For our country, in which they guide....

The Way Of Fulfilment

Seek solace in the quietude from restless clamour…and there shall be mellowness within you. Take recess in the stillness of repose from exertions…and rest will abide with you. Rise not in anger to avenge any injury that might betide…and peace will accord you its full...

Battle Flag

I am just a battle flag that's tattered with too many young men's blood I'm spattered, to help their countries foreign policy; For the politics of diplomacy. Widows pensions by age twenty five; kids who don't know if daddy is alive; what their lonely future will ever...

They who suffer also

Government plots and their Peacekeeping schemes Do not account for the family's dreams Whilst the military train and deploy The strain on their loved ones stifles all joy To keep on going without the knowing The fear of their fate constantly growing Then little things...

In a lonely foreign field

In a lonely foreign field, where poppies gently weep; Many brave men, here were killed, in Flanders, Somme and Ypres. That they must fight, they questioned not; It was their obligation. So in these fields, their corpses rot, protecting their home nation. The blood of...

War

There is and always will be war, no matter where or what it's for. For those who battled, those who died, did so for more than country's pride. They did it for the rights of others; Kinfolk, strangers, children, mothers. They fight to keep darkness at bay, that may...

Winter Rain

The stinging drops of winter rain fall to the earth like heaven's tears and beat the earth with sad refrain. The stinging drops of winter rain on poppy leaves to mark the pain. Remembrance to mark the years The stinging drops of winter rain Fall to the earth like...

%

of people exposed to mass violence have been shown to develop PTSD

Million Adults are diagnosed with PTSD during a given year

Women are 2x more likely to suffer from PTSD than men