Poems
Brighton Launch “Voices of the Poppies”
I woke one Saturday morning Not so many weeks ago With the prospect of a drive to the South Coast To a Book Launch we were to go The journey we made without incident Although the rain was ever present Had we picked a sunny day Most likely it would have been more...
The politician came
The Politician came, he stood on a tank; spoke of our service he came here to thank. The value he placed on those who were lost, the grieving of families who bore the whole cost. ‘Never forgotten’ that’s what he said ‘always we will honour our dead’ ‘Alive in our...
You Can Help
It’s Happy This and Merry That Can’t you see that hearts are breaking? So many people, crying, suffering While we go out celebrating Jesus has his birthday soon But another mother’s lost her son She can’t recall it is Christmas time His battle wasn’t won Another name...
Hello Whoever
Hello Whoever, I am writing to you, It helps me to stay awake, what else can I do? My hands are shaking and I am so darn tired, I would like a pound for the times this gun’s been fired. God, why am I here in this forsaken land? My brother’s making a fortune in a hard...
Across the wide river
Across the wide river I hear your voice high on rising air, soaring upward on spirals that build to the edge of space itself where eternity waits, turning, turning, turning. Across the wide river you signal mysteries found in that new country where the double helix is...
Everything
Is everything, as it would seem Or just a funny sort of dream The sound of laughter, passing bye The shape of clouds, up in the sky The feel of snow and winter ice A sudden thought, gone in a trice A spoken word, as in a trance A lingering, but loving glance I hope...
Time to Reflect.
Have you ever wished that the hands of time On the clock of Life would stand still Would you want to return to a bygone day An event , perhaps, that gave you a thrill Were you standing on the Parade Ground When the C.O announced your name With your head held high, did...
Candle of Hope
Light a Candle of Hope on Christmas Day For our soldiers who will not be home Let them know we’re proud of them And that they will never be alone See the flame and think of it As fire in our soldier’s hearts The fire that will keep them strong and brave Whilst we are...
I dreamed I was alive.
I dreamed I was alive instead of dead, body full with vigour, vibrant with promise of endless days to come. I dreamed I was alive instead of dead, and dreaming knew exactly how to live, how best to savour life until the end and fill each moment with a waking joy...
Why?
Why can’t I be happy why do I feel like this why do tears come unexpected why go on like this why can’t I talk about it why can’t I love why can’t I hold you why not my love why can’t I sleep why can’t I forget why so much pain why can’t I laugh again why do I jump...
No Man’s Land
Blue beret, blue beret Where have you been ? A tour in Cyprus To stand in-between A paradise island, out in the Med Across the crystal sea A U.N. posting offered Was tailor made for me A sun-soaked island, split in two A ‘ Green line’s ’ the divide The Cypriots made...
Beware of the Message You Give. For Children Will Always Seek Answers
Mummy, can I pack a shoebox for the soldiers?’ ‘No dear, I’m afraid you can’t’ ‘Who says?’ ‘The MOD says’. ‘Mummy, what about sweets Can I send sweets to the soldiers?’ ‘No sweetheart you cannot’ ‘Who says?’ ‘The MOD says’ ‘Mummy can I send a card, a card To the...
A different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the garden to a winter...
The poppies are blooming in Helmand now.
The poppies are blooming In Helmand now red, red against parched earth. Dust dry in the mouth. The poppies are blooming In Helmand now in fields flat where our comrades fell, dust dry in the mouth. Soon they will be gathered in as we were gathered in for the poppies...
We are Soldiers
If you ask me why we are here, what can I say. We are always here. We are the soldiers since the first days, ever present where you send us. You bring us into being. We are your power made flesh When Alexander pointed east we poured from the hills of Macedon defeating...
Life’s Motorway
It’s strange how life is like a Motorway And as a child you are led to believe Then told this is the road to follow But it’s not easy to conceive For this road has many junctions To join or leave at will Drift along with the Traffic Or in a lay-by stand still So when...
A game of war
My brothers and me, we liked to play war A great way to fight with no blood and the gore With sticks as our guns and pine cones for grenades We would fight and do battle in brave lightening raids! We’d play this as part of our Saturday fun The toughest would conquer...
Huntin the Haggis
When hunting the Haggis it’s useful to know That the Haggis when hunted keeps very low, It runs really fast with its ear to the ground And jumps up a tree at the very first sound…… And there it will stay disguised as a bird, Emitting strange sounds which seldom are...
Mother and Son
A young solider wants to get his mother something to remember him by. He thinks, in his youthful mind, That she will forget her young man when he goes to war. So he takes a coin - all he has and asks for it to be engraved with ‘mum’ A warm word on cold metal A hole is...
Freak
Tell me how long does it take To realise you're a freak To be pointed at in the street The people, whispering close by "Is she OK?" Oh, how I wanted to cry! Horrified, you realise they mean you You were never the sort to turn heads Well, now you do You want to hide...
Angel in disguise
Why do you take those tablets Daddy? His daughter sweetly asked Do they stop you getting upset? When I scare you with my mask How can he answer his daughter’s questions? In a way that won’t scare her away How can he tell her the awful truth? About why he acts in this...
Another boring night in Belfast
‘ Q ‘ cars painted yellow Next week painted red Have to keep then guessing Or we’d end up dead Driving through the ‘ Falls ‘ Two-up in the car Following ‘ The hit-men ‘ Heading for the bar Every night for one long week Their pattern stayed the same The ‘ hit-team ‘...
Tommy’s replacement
I’ve served my King and country With diligence and pride I’ve served with friends & comrades Who have stood there by my side I’ve fought our countries enemies And broke them like a shell I’ve listened to the songbirds And also peered through hell The trenches are home...
Warrior’s Lament – Ballad of a Bodyguard – Part One
I guess I was lucky no PTSD, terminal boredom did it for me. Civvy street - just a good doddle, Body guarding a famous young model. No bivvies, no packs no sergeants, no sand, no leaving your blood in a hot foreign land. The money was good, four times the pay, a flat...
The fallen
I watched a program, the other day, Regarding loved ones that had gone away, Talked of pride as they marched along Then they chose a funeral song. Mothers, fathers, sisters as well, Sat and cried at the stories they tell, Men and women, lost to war. Parents still...
It’s the one you don’t hear
It’s the one you don’t hear that gets you, sniper’s bullet maybe, honing in at two thousand feet a second plus. Even if it hits a limb you’ve had it. The first you’ll know of it is when you’re dead, looking down perhaps at a body folded in on itself, Looking down and...
A Wreath of Teddy Bears
They all think I like my life Bound as I am, by manicured front gardens And uniformed red brick drives BUT I DON’T. Everything dusted and polished by the person, That is the opposite of me; a body outside of itself. My hate transcends itself into the pummelling, Of...
Alone in Duty.
I am here serving my time, And I don’t know were to draw the line, I’ll never see the world through your eyes, Blissfully unaware of the living lies. My solid presence is here, Told how not to show any fear, But my body is hollow, And senior commands I will blindly...
Who am I?
Who am I may sound like a silly question to ask? But I am not really sure so I have set myself this task To find out what’s inside and bring it into the light Sounds easy? I don’t think so, it’s going to be a tough fight Friends say they see lots of good things in me...
Today, Tomorrow and Forever
Today, tomorrow and forever We can never repay the debt One day each year is not enough While in stone, new names are set Today alone, two more to add We should hang our heads in shame They represented us, you and I Someone’s life will never be the same They feel out...
When I was Nine
When I was nine I had a .303 rifle, a real one with wooden stock metal trigger and webbing sling. The bullets, unfortunately, were imaginary – but we had plenty of ammo, Ricky and I, enough to get the job done. It was the best day of my child-hood playing War Games in...
What Really Matters
We live in a crazy mixed up world Where there is much suffering and pain But all is not as bad as it seems If we look for things that are good again Forget the wars for a little while Think about those who do come back Somebody’s loved one, fit and strong That family...
Granddad Played the Blues
I reached the house and went in through the door But it didn’t feel like Gran’s house anymore The furniture all gone, a few boxes left still I can take anything I want, it said in her will I went to the kitchen and left there on the side An old photo album, with all...
Story Books
The book is a story about love long ago Of fair maidens in castles with moats below Brave knights in armour who rode to wars And mystic beings who lived on the moors Or perhaps it is the one of the Victorian girl Who loved to dance, her gowns all a twirl She married a...
Grenade! Take Cover
A swirl of bagpipes sets it off, notes throttling each other, fighting for supremacy against a tartan sky. Princes Street Edinburgh on a sharp November morning the air cold enough to cut in slices and drop into a Gin and Tonic or perhaps a pint of Carlsburg, amber...
Missing you
Every day I think of you In this land of green and blue I miss your smile and silken skin Imagine you safe our home within The days they come and soon they go It’s hot and wet and traffic slow So many nations hear with me But it’s your face each day I see Amongst the...
The Emigrant
The boy stood at the door of the 'plane His parents waved farewell How long had he gone from their lives Nobody could even tell Say "Au Revoir" and not Goodbye For parting is such sweet sorrow Today he's gone but bound to return In years to come or tomorrow He'll come...
Morning Rush Hour Chaos
London, 7th July 2005 Commuters hurrying here and there Just trying to get to work on time Except for four with time to spare These four had a different plan One with evil in mind A plan that would be so devastating Cruel and devilishly unkind Arriving at London’s...
Armistice Day
The sky is heavy and grey Joining the sombre mourning Of this 90th Armistice Day Always so cold and dank As if the very air of the dead Stands with us for the silence Sparking memories of loss Bringing the past to life Not just the 'Glorious Dead' Haunts my soul today...
Dies Irae
With burning smoke and bullets spray, Here comes the wrath of days, Like creeping fog in early may, Here comes the Dies Irae. With rockets scream and grenades throw, Here comes the wrath of days, So much blood where death will sow, Here comes the Dies Irae. With a...
Babylonian Dreams 12 – Body and Soul
I’m holding the body to-gether, I can’t really speak for the soul, they patched me up on the ward and say that I’m just about whole. The sweats in the night leave me shaking and in dreams there’s a horror that walks and whether I’m sleeping or waking there’s always a...
Fly Over for Holiday.
I walk down the street with rifle and pack, With sweat trickling down the small of my back, We have been moving for many a mile, Not always in staggered or single file. We hide with every vehicle driving past, Unwittingly passing us fast, After each one we continue in...
The Last to Die
Traffic, people, this constant air Of human chaos everywhere The filth and smoke that fill this town No wonder then, its people frown The buildings black and broken mask A long and brutal, deadly past The scars of conflict everywhere A tragedy all people share The...
Captured
Captured by ‘ The Taliban ‘ Locked up in this cell Kicked and tortured daily This has become my Hell They think they have me beaten I cry and plead ‘ Okay ‘ But all the time I’m thinking Of ways to make them pay My fingernails are torn My bruises red and sore They’ve...
Potted Sun.
Bright illume round in the sky, Lifted high wit a rockets scream, We watch you fly, Showing the darkness what you mean. As your chute opens to the breeze, Like a hand easing you gently down, In your light everything sees, With the colour of dark grey and soft brown....
Spare a Thought
Walking down the street today, in my sight I saw A dishevelled man, all alone, sitting on the floor A disheartened voice, spoke to me, “Big Issue, Sir?” it said Ashamedly, without a word, I passed by, and turned my head. Scruffy lout, is what I thought, he’s just...
Natures Cathedral
Early morning praise to the spirits on high As the sun raises up higher into the sky Outside the mists hug close to the ground The hour is golden, there is no one around I can hear my own breath as I walk along With the unseen birds singing their song My footsteps...
Night Terrors
Oh please release me from my demons of the night My screams are futile, they never take flight They claw at my feet, they pull on my hair When I switch on the light they are no longer there I lay on my bed and feel them lurking near by The room goes colder and I yell...
Worlds Apart But Dead The Same
The police car pulled in to a dark, stinking alley Full of vile excrement, weeds and all. There, like a rag doll thrown in a corner Was a naked body curled in a ball. In the dim grey light of the early dawn Among the light rain falling and wind blown trash. It was...
Continual Nightmare
I feel them, they are here again God! What do they want with me? There’s no light, not a glimmer Just thick blackness is all I can see Every time, it’s always the same Feet drag, like wading in shoes of lead I must move, I have to beat them Can’t hardly breathe, so...
Five More Minutes
“Wakey wakey rise and shine, Come on sleepy head Open your eyes come on wake up, It’s time to get up from your bed” “Just five more minutes and I’ll get up, I’m so comfy in this spot, It’s nice and warm don’t make me move, Just five more minutes, is not a lot” You...
Why can’t we learn ?
Why can’t we learn? We are after all nothing more but men But sadly we will do it all again We go to war which so many abhor You often question what are we fighting for This has turned into such a bloody war So many dead the ground is soaked red Fields of poppies will...
Babylonian Dreams 02 – On the Airport Road
It was on the airport Road, a burning dash through dust swirled by spinning wheels Snatch Landrover bouncing over jagged humps, mobile coffin waiting to be filled - Then the whooomp of the roadside bomb, wheels lifting clear, helpless in black air. Floor splitting, no...
Babylonian Dreams 01 – The Beat of the Drum
The beat of the drum has gone now my friend, now that we’re cold in the ground. The notes of the bugle strained to their end, now in our shrouds we are bound. Queen, Country and duties’ prime call, soldiers they mark and divide, we kept the faith we followed them all,...
Babylonian Dreams 11 – Dreams of Babylon
Can you hear the slender notes of flutes climbing the soft night, weaving through silks which rise and fall with scents of musk heady on the air, enough to drown to-day enough to fall into tomorrow Glimpse of beauty, glimpse of sorrow, Beguiling with ancient promise,...
Babylonian Dreams 08 – Pax Americanum
Molecule torn from molecule, sentience retreats, Water unbound returns from separate drops. Was it slow or swift this re-arranging of parts? How long the moment of dying when hot fusion of semtex and metal prises soul from body in a nano second, ripping life from...
Babylonian Dreams 09 – Two thousand feet a second
Two thousand feet a second is the speed of death. Sharp points turning, turning. Bullets spin outstripping sound, cleaving air which flames bright in the closing day. This one’s personal, though, this one’s mine. Two thousand feet a second and death breathes a...
My Daddy’s going away
My Daddy’s going away you know Mummy says it’s for a while I’ll miss our hugs and story-time And certainly his smile. Mummy says the time will quickly pass But he has to go to work In foreign fields and far-off lands It’s something he can’t shirk. He’ll fly upon an...
Freedom free will
With every life you shall take I shall not be bleak Nor shall I stumble on my path Of creation I shall achieve I pray to you o lord Allow me the strength I never received Wipe my tears With your acid rain. Reward me the religious faith Give me your shelter, your...
Through those doors
In the window I noticed a figure One I knew like no other I took a step through those doors Heard the laughter from afar I knew his seat positioning He was not far A brandy on the left And a pint to the right A cigarette in hand Eyes directly in sight. The grotty...
Let Uncle live …
I took your cold fragile hand Once warm and tender I bow down to my knees I pray to you lord Let my uncle live If not for another day For another hour of this life time Let him live Why take three people I once knew Why bow your head It’s his time to go… Why take...
A soldier’s return
A soldier’s return Fighting hard in World War 1 Great battles against the Hun But this was to be the one The very last one A soldier’s return Fighting hard again in World War 2 So many more battles that did ensue So many lives lost in World War 2 The Nazis they...
Babylonian Dreams 07 – Out on the front line again
We’re out on the front line again And the hot metal’s flying full by No armour, no cover, no backup Looks like it’s our turn to die. Some b****r back there got it wrong ‘just a recce, that’s all that we need’ but hell opened up when we got here all the demons of...
Babylonian Dreams 05 – Nothing to do with me mate.
No it’s nothing to do with me, mate , that’s what I heard them all say: it’s nothing to do with me, mate- Me? I was looking the other way when the bombs fell and it turned to hell and even the children died. No, nothing to do with me mate, Me? - I’d crossed the road...
Praise the autumn
A Peach coloured sun climbs toward a pale blue sky You can glimpse a fox or two as they hurry on by The dew sparkles in droplets on a branch overhead With leaves of russet and yellow and berries of red Mist creeps over the fields like moving ribbons of white Two deer...
A Mediterranean storm
The heat presses down so heavy on my body My skin feels like there is a fire inside I look out and see the horizon grow darker Nature controls the skies and the tide Nothing is moving, not a breeze or a leaf Like the end of time is descending Not even the flight of a...
The path
While walking in the woods one day I heard this voice softly say “You want to know a way that’s true? This is the path that is open to you” There in the space between the trees A beautiful vision made me freeze Fixed to the spot, I could only stare One of God’s angels...
Owe me one in the bar
His rugged, tanned face turned into the pillow So no one would see the tears in his eyes Everyone would get the wrong idea if they saw And he heaved another of his heavy sighs His two strong arms pushed against the bed He heaved himself over to face the wall No way...
Babylonian Dreams 06 – I heard it coming
I heard it coming I heard it coming through the long, long night as I stood watch. and breath froze on Helmand’s plain. I heard it coming behind the scrape of boots on broken rock when you relieved me. I heard it coming, but could not see its shape or frame its...
Babylonian Dreams 03 – They’ve done for us in the M.O.D.
They’ve done for us in the M.O.D., they’ve done for us to-day. Land Rovers with no armour have sent us on our way. Yes, they’ve done for us in the M.O.D. no money is what they said; so they saved themselves a packet, but that didn’t save the dead. Oh they’ve done for...
Babylonian Dreams 04 – Pupae
Winding sheets bind us close now, tight as babies newly swaddled in this fresh enclosing earth, but we cannot smell it – our senses stripped from living. No taste of cordite harsh upon the throat, no dry mouth blister to parch the tongue: no fear leashed, controlled,...
Calling Me Home
How they constantly called to me The vision in my mind, from across the sea The rolling hillsides of my home Called me back, no more to roam So many different shades of green Of luscious grass and trees serene The early flowers of mild summer days Dawn mists burning...
The Moon
The sad old lady lay in her hospital bed The nurse plumped up her pillows to raise her head She looks out of the window and up to the sky At the bright shining moon away up so high Surrounded by the stars, all shimmering bright A perfect round circle of silvery light...
Panic Attack
We were going round the super store, as happy as could be Starting Christmas shopping early with so much to see The kids were being well behaved, which was a miracle in itself When it suddenly hit me hard and fast, I grabbed tight to a shelf Why? For God’s sake, why?...
Empathy
Empathy a simple word Empathy not always heard Empathy a gentle hand Empathy a silent stand Empathy from you to me Empathy for all to see Empathy within deep down Empathy that removes a frown Empathy a simple test Empathy calms a troubled breast Empathy for all to...
Standing still
He looks down at his mud covered boots, And remembers when he got them, So long ago it seems, since those exciting days. Before boys were turned into men. For queen and country he proudly marched, Into those foreign lands, Enjoying all the friendly chats, Before the...
The Fallen
The Fallen 300 the score Sadly for us there will only be more For that is the number of our dead troops Who have fallen in Iraq and Afghanistan? Fighting a war that can never be won Especially by using bullets and guns If OP Banner wasn’t a lesson Then nothing has...
Babylonian Dreams 10 – Where are we now
We who kept our faith and left so suddenly? You could say that bullet and bomb called us before our time into bright pastures of a shining eternity. You could say it was the armour thin enough to accommodate death’s invitation that did the trick: lack of air support,...
One for the Road
If only he had not gone out last night, if only he had stayed at home He’d not be lying on the mortician’s slab, and you’d not be left alone If he’d taken care when crossing the road, waited ‘til lights were red He still would be here right by your side, and not lying...
I sit and think
I sit and think of all the pain The questions, no answers Time stopped still Then I remember We’re connected You and I We’ve seen the pain We’ve felt the grief We’ve lived a life And We’ll live so much more Life It will not be empty It will be full Of Sadness,...
Sonnet – The Deserter
Pity the soldier, broken and afraid Bowed head, his hollow eyes look to the ground He faces death now, lined up on parade His lips are moving but they make no sound. Pity the soldiers in the firing squad Facing today their comrade and a friend They tremble too in...
Blood tests
Phlebotomist a lofty name and some are very good Do we need this grandeur, whilst only taking blood? Just routine is what they say, just a tiny scratch You see they do it everyday, so they can make a match The letter falls upon the mat, its format clearly seen Blood...
48 Hours Leave
Fred’s uniform rubbed rough against her cheek. A speck of grit from the train stung her eye. His arms held her tightly and he took a peek At the bombers flying over high in the sky. The station was crowded with so many men, Some with worried mum’s and dads by their...
I Do Have a Dad
When I was a youngster in junior school The other kids would tease me and I’d feel such a fool They would call me names, some I didn’t understand But I would fight back with a slap from my hand Every chance they had they would scream and shout Saying I didn’t have a...
The Memorial – Bexhill on Sea 09/11/2008
Down at the promenade on Remembrance Sunday For the open air service of thoughts and prayers The English Channel, a reminder, a memory, For many; for me – a sea of history. And in my thoughts, I asked curiously; Does the sea know, it saved us from the invading...
A bag is for life!
A BAG IS FOR LIFE! The posters scream Meat, raw and bloody Falls from re used carriers Thin with over use Onto the wet car park. A BAG IS FOR LIFE! Buy one today! Screams the sign By the check out till As it eats up the pounds From overloaded trolleys A BAG IS FOR...
Where is Home?
Home, where is that place for me I look at pictures but I can’t really see I can’t quite make up my mind Which of the places I’ve left behind Is it where Dad was brought up and I was a child Where I raced in fields running wild I was a tom boy with my mates Boys from...
When It Rains
I sit in the quiet of my room All is quite still inside I can even hear the beat of my heart And recall other times I’ve cried The wind howls outside the house But it is warm in here The rain is coming down in torrents As I brush away a stray tear The world outside my...
I Found Serenity
I got out of the car and walked into the woods Sick at heart with my life in the mire When I found a pathway of fresh mown grass My curiosity was now set on fire It led to a church yard, through a small iron gate With twisted old yew trees so splendid Headstones were...
Casualties of War
So many strong and brave young people Who fight for our freedom to live With each generation they stand tall Some, their lives they had to give Because of war a young girl cries Her love will never return again She won’t be his bride next year Her heart aches, beats...
Wives and Mothers
I could never go to the station and wave goodbye I couldn’t hold back tears I was ashamed I would cry Every time was the same, with me he could drown For a submariner’s girl I was a complete let down I should have been used to the way that it goes Dad did 35 years and...
The Girls Who Gave All
Every year we remember the fallen With a special day of prayer For all the thousands of our young Whose bodies lay heavens knows where In many graves all over the world Lost in far too many places Some graves are even without a name So no one can place their faces So...
Thank You
A beautiful field of blood red poppies Many thousands of young, bright blooms But who can look and not remember Endless names all carved on tombs In every remote corner of the world Where some mother’s son still lies Unmarked, unknown and far from home Beneath strange...
On Duty
I stand for my country, flag, and home Proudly I honour them all I will do my best to face what’s there Praying to God that I won’t fall Saying goodbye was the hardest part Leaving all those I love behind I know I am one of the luckiest guys To have a special girl on...
A Man will die tonight !
Have you ever had an inner voice, A sixth-sense or a hunch ? I had one late this morning Whilst travelling to lunch Sitting on the upper deck A London bus below me A man was sitting opposite His face as sad could be I couldn’t tear my stare from him Death hung round...
Peace at last !
The Summer-hols have ended The schools have all gone back The house is very quiet ! Of noise there is a lack Shouts of: ‘ What’s for lunch ‘ Their washing on the floor ‘ I don’t clean teeth on holidays ‘ Their friends queue at the door Money for the cinema Theme parks...
Never trust a Camel
I slowly sped away To travel and be free To feed my dream of ‘ Nomads ‘ Upon the sandy sea ‘ Ships of the desert ‘ I did sail A right hump they did get Rode through an ‘ Oasis ‘ Boy, did we get wet ! A surly camel I did meet One hot and dusty day It looked just like...
Life’s Deck of Cards.
Life is like a pack of cards No one knows what fate has in store And I believe it is the gamblers in life Who will play for evermore Whether they win or lose won’t matter They’ll do their best to win Ever hopeful that their luck will change Where others a coin will...
At this time of year
At this time of year, it’s wonderful to SEE, The sprinkling of snow on a Christmas tree, A house transformed into a home, by its decorations so bright, The radiation of spirit within, what a glorious sight. At this time of year, it’s exciting to HEAR, Silver bells...
Sorrow
Sad tired old man, with rheumy eyes, sitting on his own Reminiscing of the time gone by and how the years had flown Wondering had he done enough? Had he lived a decent life? Had he been good enough a husband to his dear departed wife? Did his life have meaning? Had he...
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